karen:"hindi naman siguro..jai magkaiba ang crush sa love..ang crush gusto mo sya by outer side hitsura or talents na gusto mong meron ang isang lalake but when you talk about
love its the feeling you have for a guy that is hard for you to explain in one word.."(kontra pa nya at advice..feeling that is hard to explain in one word?)
jai:"ang gulo po..hindi ko maintindihan..pati yung mga nararamdaman ko ngayon..lahat bago..lahat iba sa mga naramdaman ko nuon sa mga crush ko.."(share ko nalang din..)
Myrtle:"you yourself know what is it you just have to claim it..yung mga nararamdaman mo ngayon that's normal..hindi mo maiiwasan at lalong hindi mo mapipigilan you just have to take it slowly..know him more better until you get ready..lahat tayo dumadaan dyan jai.."(advice din nya..unti unti naring nawala yung awkwardness ko sakanila naisip ko rin na mas malaki ang maitutulong nila sakin than my stuff..kaya nagtry narin akong mag open up..)
jai:"natatakot po ako eh..what if masaktan din ako?what if he don't feel same with me?what if.."(takot kong sabi..)
nikka:"jai you will never learn the lesson of love kung hindi ka masasaktan..there comes the time that you will be hurt unexpectedly..sa love hindi naman puro kilig at sweetness lang..but whats important is you can still find a reason to forgive,forget and try again..if you really love the person you can forgive him but you also have to stop your self if you feel its too much and forget..forget all the feelings that is what moving on is..hindi madali pero magagawa mo rin slowly..ang mahalaga hindi mo na hinayaang masaktan kapa ulit dahil sakanya..and try again when you get hurt you will learn a lesson in life that you can use if you can try again..ang takot hindi naiiwasan pero when you feel the love again you can always find a new reason to fall and trust again.."(sagot naman din nyang advice advance much..hindi pa nga nasusubukan eh..)
jai:"Hindi ko po Alam..ang hirap isipin..pano po ako maniniwala sakanya kung yung pinagkakatiwalaan kong nauna pa syang nakilala wala rin pong tiwala sakanya.."(confusion ko pa..)
Karen:"its on what you feel..kaya nga sabi namin take it slow diba?know him more..may mga dahilan naman ang ugali ng mga Tao eh..and you your self found it why Alec is Alec as what they know him..kilalanin mo sya on what's inside him..dahil may mga taong bad boy image pero mabuting tao pala..ikaw ba what do you feel for Alec?"(dahilan pa nya..natigilan naman ako sa tanong nya..naalala ko nanaman yung nangyari kagabi..)
jai:"he made me smile on his simple ways..caring,concern,and he also gives me a reason to be stronger like what he did last night..the weird feelings..the kilig..I found him..special?"(sagot ko pang alangan..)
joj:"special lang?"(teasing smile nya pang pangasar..)
jai:"still taking my time to know him more..kaya special lang muna..actually he admitted that he found me special also last night when we escaped..hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko nataranta ako and.."(kwento ko pang sagot..pabitin)
girls:"and you answered?"(nakaabang at excited pa nilang tanong..)
jai:"and I answered that I found him special too.."(alangan ko namang sagot and the next thing is..)
girls:"ahhhhhhh...ahhhhhhh..."(sunud sunod nilang tili..and..)
Nichole:"inamin mo na agad na his special for you?"(kinikilig pa nyang tanong..kakasabi lang ehh..)
jai:"ehh nataranta ako eh..masyadong bumilis ang heartbeat ko sa sinabi nya kaya yun napaamin narin ako..sabi naman nya hindi sya magmamadali eh and he will make away to get my families trust lalo na kayo nila kuya..Hindi lang din daw nya napigilan kasi natakot sya na baka hindi ko na malaman incase na may mangyari saamin na hindi maganda..kaya ngayon I feel awkward talking to him na kasi nahihiya na ako..lalo na pagtinutukso nyo kami..nalaman ko pang nabasa nyo yung diary ko kung saan nakasulat lahat ng mga nararamdaman ko with him..super awkward talaga.."(amin ko na sakanila..)
karen:"edi panindigan mo yung sinabi mo at yung nararamdaman mo..let him feel what you feel..hindi na naman bago ang panunukso namin sa inyo diba?at hindi lang din kayo ang natutukso..kahit nga si Ryan at joj natutukso din..the thing is she open up her confusions kaya natutulungan ko rin sya how to handle her emotions..kaya ikaw kay ate muna i open up yang feelings na yan ha..konti nalang pagseselosan ko na yang huggy at Mr.d mo kesa kay Alec mas marami silang alam sayo kesa sakin eh..jai kahit naman madagdagan yung mga importanteng tao sa buhay ko hindi magbabago ang halaga nyo sakin eh..kaya hindi mo kailangan mahiya sakin..saamin..girls can only know what girls can feel parepareho tayo ng mararamdaman eh..and learn from the experts.."(sagot pa nya at turo kila ate myrtle at nikka..)
Karen:"buti nga kayo may mga pwedeng mahingan ng advice eh..ako ngayon palang kaya kahit konti lang agwat nila sakin I threat them as my ate and they do me a big help..kaya I want you to feel free asking what ever you feel..so we can guide you hindi na kaya lahat ng powers ko lang kaya magtutulong tulong kami to guide you.."(sagot pa nya..then she hugged me..I just hugged her back..until we had a..)
maris:"group hug.."(sigaw nya..ngayon mas alam ko na ang dapat kong gawin..and ill be matured to do it..lesson for love..take it slow and know each other more..finally im filling out the answers to my questions.. slowly but surely..that's all for now byeeee..)
Chapter33:"girls talk.."
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