Head Empty

pool of thoughts

thoughts are drowning me
in the middle of the night
thinking that what if i die
will everything be alright?

fighting everything, so that
every one would think i am
c o m p l e t e
convincing myself that i am
r e a l l y ok

but am i really?
i don't see what's wrong...
so why am i here?
thinking of dying instead of living

l o o s i n g my commitment
feeling i n c o m p l e t e...
the thoughts are drowning M E

i'm fine.