And looking back at our photographs with nostalgia, for the times have changed and you're not here anymore. But I realized that I didn't miss you, I don't miss you. I miss that version of myself. The version that was able to fall in love, to be in love. And i blame you for robbing me of her, for building my heart as stone, to make sure that if you couldn't have me, no one els would. So take me back please, to the days were my heart saw the light, to those days were nothing felt heavy. Because it wasn't you that made those times special, it was me, because for the first time in forever I was able to open up, to breath in.
But I guess the times have changed, and so have I. And I don't want revenge, for I've loved you and I always will. I just want you to give me my heart back, the one that once had a beat. Because now it's winter and I'm scared.
Scared of never feeling that light again, to never let myself be hold by someone else's arms, to not have a heart that's able to beat for no one else. Scared that I'm constantly missing a home that I haven't met yet, will I ever reach it?
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