I need a love that consumes me whole
Eats me up and burns me down
Something worth my life
Something that'll take me to the ninth cloud and back
I want to feel the pain and the pleasure
The ups and the downs
To lose myself in it all
To have a safe haven to run to
I need someone to save me from myself
Save me from my demons
Save me from all the dark thoughts
But i can't have that
Because i don't believe i deserve it
I don't think anyone would ever look at me like that
No one will ever care enough
No one will ever love me enough
So i lose myself in the pain
The relief ,the numb feeling
The sweet surrender that comes with the loss of all will and hope
And i lose myself in the cynical thoughts and the bitter laughter
I lose myself in the sarcastic smiles
And the bitter belief that i will never be understood
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Survivor
PoetryThese are short pragraphs and poems that i wrote in times of immense emotionnal turmoil i was angry,bitter,hurt or determined. Keep in mind that this is not professionnal writing and that this is my first ever time sharing my creations. ~WARNINIG...
