Fucking sorry

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I feel so fucking guilty
I feel like I'm to blame for everything
I have all the problems
It's all my fault
Why can't I just be dead
So everyone can go back to normal
So I don't have to blame myself anymore
So you don't have to stop guilt tripping and looking at me
So you don't have to treat me differently
I'm only human
I have feelings
And it's not genetics
I'm fucking sorry
I'm your child
I'm fucking sorry you don't understand because I don't either
I'm fucking sorry
I'm so hard to handle
I'm fucking sorry
I can't do anything right
OKAYYY
I'm fucking sorry

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