Jealous

The beginning

You and him have been friends since kindergarten. You guys are both in high school now, almost in college. You've always liked him ever since you guys made contact. You never confessed because you were to scared, the friendship was too perfect to be ruined over some silly feelings, you thought. "Today is the day. Today is the day I confess my feelings to him". As you show up to school you see him, talking to the popular girl, your childhood bully. You're heart drops. As you approach the 2, she pulls him in, kissing him, in front of you. She had always knew you liked him. As he pulls out from the kiss. He sees you walk away. As you fight the tears coming out, you feel a warm, similar hand on your shoulder. Y/n, he says. You alright?, he asks. You look like your about to cry. Yea I'm good you say :). As you fake smile. Hey Um I gtg, I don't wanna be late for class, trying to make an excuse so you don't look like a fool, fighting back your tears. But class doesn't start in 30 mins? Y/n what's wrong he says groaning . IM FINE, as tears start rolling down your pale face. Are you jealous that she kissed me he asked ? YES! YES I AM. WHY, as his voice gets louder. ME AND YOU AREN'T EVEN A THING. Your heart sinks. Oh, yea... haha I'm sorry as your voice trembles. Y/n... no it's ok you say smiling. I got excepted into Yale. So you don't have to see me again. What?... no you can't. We were supposed to go to Harvard together y/n. Well I want you to be happy. By now everyone has eyes on you two. "It's ok you have me as the popular girl comes up and intertwines her hands with his, grinning at you. I hope your happy h/n .. you walk off, you can hear people in the distance talk on what just happened. Years go by and your in college, studying in medical school. As you walk in class to your seat, the teacher announces there is a new student joining us this school year. His name is h/n. Your heart stops for seconds . Amy ( random student ) raise your hand, he will sit next to you for now on. He passes by you, glancing at you . After class you rush to your next class, but as you sprint frantically, you bump into someone, it was him. He hadn't recognised you until you said , thanks. Y/n? You freeze. Um no wrong person haha, as you run to class. Y/N!, you hear in the distance. Lunch break rolls by so you go to your dorm. As you get there, you realise someone else is in there as well. As you make your way through the dorm, you see him, laying down on the side of the bed, you drop your back pack waking him up. He sprints up to only recognise your face, from earlier . Y/n please I know that's you. I don't know what your talking about as you try to deny it. Y/n please I came to Yale, looking for you. I wanted to be with you. You make me happy. I was to scared to confess. After talking and taking and explaining. You guys make up and soon get together. Few weeks go by and there's a party. You both go and soon lose him in the crowd. After minutes of searching for him, you found him , drunk, making out with the same person, your bully. You go back to the dorm and drift off to sleep. You wake up to him there, in your arms, with lip stick stains on his face. You face the opposite direction of him and tears fall down. He soon wakes up from hearing your sniffs. Baby?, he says. Pulling you in closer. What's wrong he asks? I need you to leave you say. What?, he says running his eyes. You still love her, don't you. Who y/n. B/n! No why would you say that ?! I found you, kissing her at the party