my bts mafia brothers

i am numb

Ash:yn come here
I went into a warm long hug with ash she said

Ash:sorry yn another time watch where your going and always look for car around you
I looked at her confused
Me:what car are you talking about

Ash:your brothers told me not to come here for 3 days because you have been in an car accident
Me: y ...y..yeah right btw what is the date today

Ash:oh Thursday
Me:th th Thursday
Ash:why are you so shocked
Me: n..nothing
Ash:yn are you hiding something from me huh
Me:o of course not you are like a personal diary to me
Ash:oh i feel insecure

Then she went out while i looked out the window in confusion i looked at myself i looked skinny and a bandaged mummy

After some time ash came with a tray of food although i was super hungry i didn't felt like eating

why do I always have this feeling maybe because i haven't eaten in 3 days

Ash:yn why aren't you eating
Me:i didn't feel like to eat

Ash:yn look at yourself you have lost so much blood and your so skinny how can you not eat
Me:i would like to starve to death

Jin:yah you haven't even eaten in 3 fucking days look at yourself would anybody would say that you look like a kim you are sooo skinny shut up your fucking mouth and eat we didn't just waste food grains for you little bitch i Don't want any complaining you have to obey and eat no matter what!(imagine his angry rapping)

Me:o oh okay j j jin oppa
I began to eat slowly
Jin:yah eat fast
Me: y y yes

Although he was yelling at me from the microphones but i could imagine his angry face and

why are they watching me eat that's soo creepy ughh

after eating i went to the bathroom and i showered it burns like it usually do and then i got dressed in comfy table outfit

After that i went to my desk and began to study i was pretty

far on my school semester and exams are just 1 month afar

i solved a math problem and hear jk say
Jk:hey that's not right you are doing it wrong dummy
I began to earase it
Rm:oh no no you did it write don't listen to jk

I then began to do the problem again they always kept lecturing me and annoying me

specially maknae after two days i have fully recovered from my injuries and also came into my daily shape

one day they were oddly quit it didn't really bother me but it looked quite off

i didn't really paid attention and did all the things i do in usual 🙂 i then went to fell asleep

i laid on my bed and as i was about to fall asleep i heard the door knob noise i pretend to fall asleep

i sence a figure moving to wards me i kept quiet then someone gently took my hand

and then someone gently kissed my forehead 😶 i peaked a bit and saw jin hyung leaning away and tae took my hand

Jk: hyung i am scared
Jimin:are we going to survive this mission hyung
Suga: everything is going to be just fine like always

Tae:b but hyung they seem dangerous more scary and dangerous than us they even threatened us for yn

Jin: guys we have to protect her no matter what we have to win no matter what we have to promice ourselves that we are going to protect our family's pride of being number one scariest dangerous mafia

Rm: they're security system is too hard to hack but still I am trying
Jin:do your best we have been no one we will still be no one

Hobi: h hyung i just got a call that Someone tried to hack our security system he was caught and we found out he was from that gang

jin:oh things are getting out of hand we need to back up real quick we are the dangerous mafia no one can replace our place

hobi pick out the best sniper Guns and machinery for the war

jungkook tae you two aleart everyone and make sure to pick out the best people for mission and practice a lot

namjoon quickly change every little detail in our security system and make it much harder or even impossible for them to get pass

jimin Suga you two make sure to protect every territory we had for the war nothing should be spoiled and  unfinished

while i do the planning for the positions of everything

After that they all obeyed before going jin wispered

Jin:we are doing thisfor you sis although we act like we didn't care we love you more than ever

The next day i woke up to  my head spinning i knew what ever i heard was not a dream or maybe it is

i then took it as a dream there is no way they will not gave a damnabout me maybe i am just too desperate for love and attention

that i am having this certain kind of dream whatever i then got to my bathroom and got dressed in my uniform

i heard ash say that my breakfast is on my study table she has gone to get fuel in our car as she will be dropping me school today

after that i got out of the washroom with my hair wet

i then dried my hair and began to fix it then i heard a voice

Hobi:hey dummy are you coming for breakfast

I flinched as he said that damn he is scary i stuttered

Me: n n no a ash b b brought mm me b b breakfast

Hobi:ok bitch but you are doing your hair wrong

He came to touch my hair but i stepped away missing his touch and then he tried it again but i again avoid his touch

he looked at me angrily but i knew deep into his soul that he was offended

he then angrily took my hair and pulled it so hard i thought it is going to break but then he said

Hobi:never mess with me bish

I just held my hair as he got away he scary i thought I guess he could see my horrified face after that i heard a voice from the microphones

Jimin:bish did you just try to mess with my hyung
Jk:you are so done idiot
Tae:just wait there we are coming

They came barging to my door i was hella scared to see them  i screamed

Me:plz don't hurt me i am sorry I am sorry!