Only You | Ranboo x Reader (SEQUEL TO WRONG NUMBER)

~Chapter 20~

~Your POV~

The ride to Cian's house was silent. Neither of us really said anything, but I could tell they wanted to say something. Hell, I had a whole bag packed and just was like 'Hey can I stay with you for a few days, shit went down lol' ...God, what is even happening...

We got to his house pretty quickly. Jeez, we lived closer than I expected, if I had to I could maybe walk here? Who knows. Cian still lived with their parents, since they'd just recently turned 18. Cian just brought me to the room I'd stayed before Ranboo and I moved in together. Jesus, who would've known only around a month later, I'd be back here...

"Do you wanna talk about anything now...?" Cian asked as I set my stuff down. I sighed and sat on the bed. Did I want to talk about this so soon? I remembered a lot about what Ranboo had just said, and remembered that he WANTED to know what was going on. I should tell Cian about it...

"Uhm, well... There's no easy way to bring it up, really," I sighed, already tearing up. My God, I'm emotional now.

"Did something happen between you and Ranboo?" Cian asked, sitting beside me. I just nodded. "Did he do something? Did YOU do something?"

"No, no, nothing bad like that. But I mean, I guess I did do something..." I said, looking down at my hands. "I wasn't open with my feelings, or expressing how I felt about a lot of things. Hell, I didn't even wanna tell you about what's going on, but after what Ranboo's said, I realized it's best to do that..."

"Did he insult you or something?" Cian asked.

"No, definitely not! He would never do that, Ci!" I was upset they'd even assume something like that.

"Sorry, sorry! You aren't fully explaining what's going on, so I'm not sure! Sorry, I shouldn't assume things like that..." Cian answered.

"It's fine, I need to just say what happened." I said. Now's the moment of truth. "Ranboo thought it was best we took a break from our relationship, because basically I'm not communicating well, and I'm not telling him what's going on with me. He didn't say that, at least not fully, but that's a summarized version of events." I answered. My God, that was hard to say...

"Oh God, are– Are you okay? Is he okay?" Cian asked.

"I don't know how I feel. And Ranboo–... We really just talked about the things going on, and he said we needed a break. After that, we talked a bit about who we'd be staying with, and what would maybe happen during that time. He just said he'd be with his parents, if I ever needed anything. I told him I'd hopefully be with you. I don't know how he feels, but he looked really hurt. Hell, he was crying just like I was!" I answered.

"Doesn't sound like he's doing too well..." Cian frowned, now looking away too.

"One of the things he said was that I was the love of his life, and he doesn't want to lose me, so that's why he thinks it's best to take a break, I'm assuming so that things don't change between us, or that there's not more of a strain on our relationship than there already is..." I said.

"Jesus, I'm really sorry Y/N... Is there anything I can do?" Cian asked.

"I don't think so... Really, I just think that I want to be left alone right now, if that's alright...?" I asked.

"Of course. Let me know if you need anything, alright...?" Cian asked.

"Will do..." I said. Cian got up and left the room. Now I was alone in the silence, just with my thoughts...

I sighed. What was I going to do for the next few days, weeks, or maybe even months? I didn't know how long this would take... Maybe after a week, I can ask Ranboo when we could try things again, but... Would that be rushing our break a bit? I mean, the whole purpose of this is to gather our feelings, figure out what's going on, and what the next chapter of our lives will be. Jesus, this was confusing...

I thought for a moment, and just went to my bag and took out my laptop. I set it at the desk in the room, and started it up. Maybe I could do a small stream on the alt I made, maybe cry while listening to some music... Haha, just kidding. Not really...

I decided I didn't want to stream, and instead I would listen to some of my favorite songs while also playing Minecraft. Sometimes, Minecraft would help me think if I ever needed to think for a while <3 (Here's a tip for you all: If you ever need time to think about something, or just need a break to think over somethings or something like that, play some Minecraft. A couple years ago, I was genuinely super unhappy with a lot of things for many reasons, and I'd always play Minecraft to improve my mood <3 If it weren't for Minecraft, and all of you guys too, idk where I'd be, so all I wanna say is; I love you, and please take care of yourselves!!!! <333)

I loaded a new world, since most of my worlds were on my desktop, back at home with Ranboo... I sighed at the thought. Jesus, this was going to be a while, wasn't it...?

I didn't even know what I was going to think about. (Soul, no. I already know it's going to be "I know, I was thinking about your mom/dad, and/or deez nuts" LMAO) Maybe how to handle the situation of possibly being cancelled...? I could do something that a few other content creators have done, which is disappear for a couple months to years, then return by saying I'm not addressing the situation anymore than I already had. I really don't know...

Maybe I shouldn't think about this right now.

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Lol hi, I got distracted with thinking of the endings for this and lost all motivation to write this chapter, and didn't remember my plan for it too so. yeah.

anyway

Ima be real honest rn, I don't have really too many plans for this book anymore- So, I think the next couple chapters will be the last of this story </3 But as I've said before, don't worry, there will be another Ranboo x reader! Just- Not in the same universe as this one. That one will be completely different lol There will be 30 chapters! 4 endings, your choice for them all! there will be more details when those chapters are posted <3

welp👏 thta'll be the chapter for today! and as always, i love you! if you have meds, go take those! be sure to eat a full meal, stay hydrated, stay amazing, stay alive ||-// and bye for now!! <3

Your beloved,
Velvet

1155 words, too lazy for A/N stuff like usual lol