people still keep on hurting

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i had couple of childhood friends,
lovely memories that we had,
oh, but it's all gone,
they left me alone,
oh, but i didn't care,
"we were only childhood friends" i said,
people keep on going,
they come, they make you feel good,
oh, then they always left you,
with these childhood memories

then hear me out,
there's so much pain, i won't lie,
it hurt so much...
can you feel it coming?
oh, cause i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying!
please don't hurt me anymore,
i'm tired, let me go,
i can't stand it, it kills me slowly.

i met that girl in my school,
she was pretty i won't lie,
that was first happiness of my life,
she knows too much about me,
always was there for me,
oh, i felt like i can do anything,
anything for that girl,
there wasn't really love,
oh, but i loved her,
for that happiness,
my dearest friend,
why did you left me alone?

then hear me out,
there's so much pain, i won't lie,
you meant so much...
can you feel it coming?
oh, cause i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying!
don't left me alone,
oh, please no more,
no pain, no, no more,
please, it hurt so much,
don't hurt me anymore,
i'm tired, let me go,
i know you can't help it.

soon i met my first love,
she was so pretty,
her touch was so warm,
i wanted to stay forever in her arms,
the way she held me gave me scars,
oh, but now i screwed it up,
i still don't know what went wrong,
i only know it's all my fault,
if you felt pain, than know i'm so sorry,
i didn't want to end it up,
oh, i don't love you anymore,
you can now forget me.

then hear me out,
there's so much pain, i won't lie,
i cried, oh, almost all the nights...
can you feel it coming?
oh cause i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying,
i'm dying!
you was all i needed!
you was the one i loved!
i don't really know what went wrong!
i don't know! i'm a fool, right,
it keep on hurting,
i don't want to cry again,
i don't want to feel your touch,
never, oh, never again!
you gave me biggest scars!
And i know you feel it coming,
it's almost there,
my sweet the end,
you can feel it, oh, i know,
i won't hurt you anymore...
i'm sorry that i'm weak.

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