if i lose it all

idea one

i forget his name but sasha's boyfriend has a cousin and that was y/n. coming here with him but being separated you end up being stuck with jean and helping him out, soon you get to talking and shit and fall in love boring right. Legally you can't get married but you have a ( fake ) wedding with jean and connie and sasha and what's his name. you can't have a lot of people. then you end up having a baby together but terrified that jean is gonna die in the scouts ( or whatever it is now) and always beg him to stay but he can't and the rumbling happens and jean isn't with you. you end up saving your daughter but you don't make it and jean comes home to your house squished and his daughter with a neighbour that was safe. he becomes devastated and blames himself for your death. he managed to find what was left of your remains after searching through the debris all night and salvages your wedding ring. Jean couldn't wear his in public to hide the fact that you two were married and to lower suspicion but after everything he didn't care. he wore his everyday with yours on a necklace around his neck. There isn't a day he doesn't regret his choices and what happened. But he raised their daughter took pride in being her dad. that was all he had left of you in the end. No photos, barely no memories. Just a ring and her. No matter what anyone said he could never forget about her. Every choice he made he would think " would she like this? " and he would always second guess himself based on what you would like or prefer. Not too long after you death he found himself eating the stuff you liked and saying certain stuff that would seem out of place for him. But that was you in him. that's what he learned from you. and that was his way of coping with your death. he never learned to love fully again. All he had in his heart was you and your daughter.