have you ever been scared of being scared?
i have. yes, i have. and it's awful.
it's awful because you can't determine your feelings.
i am so scared of her, she has full control over me.
can make me duck down, can make my heart race painfully,
can make me run from her, can make me cry solely because of her appaerance,
can make me petrify meters before i even reach her.
but i still love her so much. it's not her fault.
i'm just so scared.
scared of her and scared of being scared of her.
YOU ARE READING
bittersweet
Poetrymy head hurts from all the thoughts i beatifully created so i tried to shove this burden into letters english and german poetic thoughts and shortstories by me ! everything written in lower case letters and english isn't my native language !
