love don't mean shit

The Business

P.O.V Cashmere
When Toni left I sat down and got my stuff together. "So what's your name" the light skin nigga said. "Cashmere, and you" I said putting my jacket on but not zipping it up. "Derek, and I think I remember you I be seeing you on the track when y'all be practicing and I have some classes with you" he said smiling bringing out his dimples. "Well it's nice to meet you Derek" I said standing up reaching my hand out for him to shake it and he did. "Same here, but I was just wondering if I can get your number only if you want to give it to me" he said making me laughing at the last part. "Umm sure I guess" I said and he gave me his phone and I put my number in "Well here you go" giving him back his phone. "I'll see you around I guess" he said biting his lip while. "Yeah I'll see you around, and I suggest that you don't be biting them lips of yours or they gon be somewhere else" I said smiling biting my lip and he laughing. "I'm serious pretty boy you got a nice set of lips wouldn't want them to go to waste" I said and I began to walk off but he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. This nigga was extra tall and muscular like nigga I'm only to your chest come on now. "You must want to find out now I guess, since you talking all that shit" he said holding my waist tighter. "You sure about that" I said with a smile then biting my lip "Do you live on campus" I asked getting out of his grip. "Unfortunately on campus but I live in the dorms for the sports people" he said. "Umm well how about you call me in about 2 hours and I'll come over and fix your little problem" I said roaming my finger all over his body. "Ight I'll call you then ma" he said and with that I went to go catch up with Toni who was already in the car. I knocked on her window and she rolled it down as I got in my truck. "Damn took you long enough" she said laughing. "Girl hush, meet me at my house we can chill there until I get ready to go somewhere I guess" I said and she agreed. We got to my house in no time as it was going on 1:30. We parked in the driveway next to each other and got out. "You can use the guest room as you already know" I said unlocking the door. As we walked in she headed her way, I locked the door behind me and headed my way. I went straight to my bathroom and turned on the shower. I got fully undressed and put my clothes in the dirty clothes hamper. I put my hair in a high messy bun and then got my face cream and put some on my face. Then hoped in the shower I let the water run down my body it was feeling so good I loved it and especially after a hard workout I swear it's the best feeling ever well sometimes. I got my dove soap bar and my towel. I started to bathe myself until I felt like I was fully clean after I was done I let the soap sit as I shaved my arm pits because new growth was forming. Plus everything was completely waxed already so I was set. I rinsed the soap off of me then washed my face, then when I was done I took my hair out the bun and started to wash it. It really needed a washing well just a conditioning I got my cream of nature conditioner and put a hand full of it into my hand and rubbed it through my hair as I massaged my scalp. I let it sit in there for a little while longer until I rinsed it out then got out. I wrapped a towel around my body got out and re-put my hair in a messy bun. I dried off completely and put the towel around my neck so the water from my hair won't drip down my back. I went to my dresser and put on my matching white bra and panties on. I went to my closet and got my all white Nike joggers and then my white fitted spaghetti strap Nike shirt that was somewhat a crop top and laid them on the bed. I went back into my bathroom to finish drying my hair, when I was done I got fully dressed. I went back to my closet to get my black Jesus sandals and put them on. I looked in my full body mirror and fixed my hair a little better than it was looking, it was curly but a little puffy it was still cute though ALL NATURAL. I got my keys, my Louis Vuitton purse, and my phone and walked to the guest room to see if Toni was ready. "You almost ready" I said sitting down on the bed. "Yeah just finishing up my hair" she said backing up into the door way so I could see her & she was flat ironing in her hair. "Girl how far are you" I said getting up and walking to the bathroom to she her half way done with her hair "this gon take you like another 30 minutes" I said running my fingers through her hair. "No not really" she said "It's not curly so it'll just take about 10 minutes that's if you help me, you know how your so good at flat ironing especially when you gotta flat iron these head of yours" she laughed as she patted my head. "Give me the damn flat iron" I said snatching it from her hand and starting and it took half of that time. "You see the wonders you can do" she said "only in five minutes". "Shut the hell up and come on be in your car in 2 so we can go out to eat" I said getting my stuff off the bed "go out the garage btw" I said before walking out the house through the garage and getting into my car. I waited for about 5 minutes then she came out "Well finally I could've took a whole got damn nap, get in your car because after we go eat I need to go somewhere" I said as she got in her car. I put my car in drive and backed out the driveway as she followed me. I honestly didn't know what I wanted to eat so I looked something up on my phone. "Nearest restaurants to my location" I asked Siri. "Finding restaurants that are close your location" she responding. I love Siri I said to myself. I looked through the restaurants and I saw an unfamiliar one called "Bonefish Grill" that sounds good I guess. I clicked for directions and it lead me to the restaurant, we pulled up 20 minutes later and parked got out and walked inside. "Table for two please" Toni said as I was on my phone texting Derek this boy is a got damn freak. I know I shouldn't be talking to nobody with what me and Chris have going on but he's back outta town with Darius ass and I need some type of sensation. Well just head no dick involved. The hostess sat us down at a booth and gave us our menus. "Your waitress will be with you shortly" she said and we nodded our head "So how did you find this place, it looks like they just built it" Toni said. "Girl I asked Siri and it was one of the choices she gave me so I picked it because it was something I never had before and it looks like they have some good stuff to be honest" I said looking through the menu. "Your not lying" Toni said in agreement "And girl I already know what your ass wants". "Ha ha your so funny but you ready to order" I asked. "Yeah I guess" she said. I called for the waitress and she came over and took our orders. "So is that all" she asked and we nodded our head and she went to the kitchen to give the chef our order and Came back with our drinks. "So girl let me tell yo ass who tf I saw when leaving my house this morning" she told me with a you won't believe this type of face. "Who bitch" I said drinking my Dr. pepper and looking at her at the same time. "D'Andre" she said rolling her eyes. "Tf is this nigga doing back in town and why tf does he live in your condo shit fucking weird" I said with a mug on my face. "Girl I don't fucking know, my ass hardly even recognized him until he said who tf he was then I was like time for me to go" she said laughing. "Girl let someone else come around other then Jacob bitch I'm going off" I said laughing. "Who else gon come around that you haven't really cut tides with" she asked as the food came out. "Thank you" I said to the waitress as she gave us our plate. "Enjoy your meal ladies" she said winking at me before walking off. "Wth" Toni said laughing "girl I think she like you". "Toni don't play I'm not like but she can eat it if she want it I always wanted a girl to eat me out" I said laughing. "Ole little nasty ass" Toni said mugging me. "But back to the question you asked me you remember Harold right" I asked eating a piece of my steak. "Uh" she said thinking "Oh yeah I remember him, what about him though he seemed real cool". "Yeah he was cool no doubt but what he did was crazy, but whatever about that out of the blue like last week while I was in Jamaica he dm'ed me on Twitter and asked how I was doing" I said. "Damn how long has it been since you've talked to him" she said. "Girl we cut tides right before senior year started when he left to go to another school" I said. "And why did yall stop talking anyway" she said to me with a mouth full of pasta. Oh yeah I didn't tell her about the incident we had to be real I didn't tell nobody what happen between me and him because I thought it was nobody business to know and it was way to personal. "Girl I haven't told nobody this it's only one other person that knows about this and that's Jacob" I said. "Okay so what happen, spill the tea baby girl" she said. "Okay well you know how me and Jacob was together since 7th grade off and on so when we were on break I met Harold and we kicked right on the spot so then things got serious but nothing to serious like fucking or nothing cause Jacob ain't even get none, but yeah then a day me and Jacob got back together like usual but I was still with Harold and I didn't know how to break the news to him, so one day he saw me and Jacob all hugged up in school and I knew he saw because I looked right at him, well that happen the same day after school was over I called Harold to see if we can meet up surprisingly he agreed so we met up at a park nobody knew of so we talk for about 45 minutes then Jacob came rolling up idk how he knew were I was but he just rolled up on us we weren't doing anything just talking getting everything straight, but Jacob ass wanted to take everything out of portion so his ass comes over and starts pushing all up on Harold talking about why you talking to my girl, nigga she back with me so you need to move around and shit like that I was like Jacob chill it ain't even like that so shut the fuck up so then he pushed me but not knocking me down or nothing but I did stumble a little bit then that's when Harold went off he just started beating Jacob ass then before I knew it I heard a gun shot" I said. "Wait what a gun shot" Toni asked all interested. "Tee it happened so fast when Jacob pushed me Harold jumped on him I tried to break it up and got hit by one of they ass I was on the ground for a while but when I heard that gun shot I rushed to my feet Harold was standing over him but Jacob wasn't dead or nothing but he was knocked out though the bullet only hit him in the leg nothing major, so I hurried to Jacobs body I didn't know what to do to be honest so I told Harold to leave before somebody saw him so he hurried and left even without a goodbye or a sorry, I was just sitting there looking at Jacob nobody hadn't came out yet so I had time to try to get him to the car I was struggling like a mug to that nigga was heavy as hell so when I finally got him into his car I headed to his place since it was our junior year and he had his on spot so when I got there he was still out cold I was scared ash but I knew he was still breathing so I wasn't that worried I opened his garage and parked inside so I dragged him out into his house by that time blood was everywhere so I hurried up and wrapped the wound up making sure no more blood came out" I said as I was eat my food. "Keeping going" Toni said laughing "This good as shit". "Okay okay well I laid him on the couch and started to clean up the blood that was on the floor it came up but not right away so I just waited next to him for like 3 or 4 hours I didn't sleep eat nothing it was almost 8 o'clock when he woke up, he saw me and tried to sit up but he felt the pain and laid back down so he asked me what happened so I told him straight up what happened and then after that day I never spoke or heard from Harold until last week" I said and by the time I was done eating and Toni was done eating to. "Damn Cash I can't believe that now no wonder Jacob still love yo ass he took a damn bullet for you" she said smiling. "Girl Jacob only loved one thing that he couldn't have it, only his would love me for that nigga stupid I swear" I said shaking my head. As the waitress came with the check and I paid for it, it came out to be $46.72 I put a $50 bill on the table and wrote a note for her to her keep the change and here's my number and we got up and left. "Okay well I'll ttyl" Toni said as she got in her car and pulled off. I got in my car and just sat there for about a minute just thinking then I got my phone out and texted Harold "Could we meet up somewhere" and he texted back right away. "Sure, meet me at the spot and I know you still remember where and what I'm talking about". All I did was read it and headed to the spot, I wonder what's going to happen.