Im gonna use this safe space on wattpad for my rants to the guy i'm currently having a thing with. Like the old days, its just that the other guy didn't like me as much or just didn't like me and i still wrote 100 unread digital letters to him.
Every time this man child plays with me or triggers my unhealed trauma which is not his fault. I will come here to write out my raw thoughts. The very negative nasty ugly thoughts and then the real lovey dovey ones.
Because i have so much anxiety and trouble trying to process my feelings, i know doing something like this again would help a-lot.
It makes me think that i'm actually talking to this person. Im expressing my needs and wants. The difference is that i am actually not talking to that particular person in real life. just. in. my. head lol so mentally disabled.
But here goes nothing
Dear Fa'i.
YOU ARE READING
Dear you Part 2
Randomfor someone im currently in love with but will never see it. and its okay because its not for them to read. its just a safe space for me to express how i really feel towards them.
