On monday the 31st january i had my 5th miscarriages, i am feeling really sad about as me and my partner has now been trying for two years and everytime i get pregant i manage to have a miscarriage.I really dont see what he sees in me.I just wish i could of keep the baby and not keep losing it im really fed up with it.My heart is slowly breaking away Each miscarriage gets harder and harder as it breaks my heart piece by piece.The first time I had this happen I couldn't breathe as it broke me I was 15 and was raped by someone who I though loved me.I just want you to be happy but you can't be happy if I'm not happy
