"Jisung it is not what you think it----"

"THEN WHAT IS IT NOW? IS SHE THE REASON WHY YOUR ATTENTION ISN'T ON ME WHEN WERE ALONE TOGETHER? IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH I WANTED TO COMPLAIN ABOUT YOU NOT FOCUSING ON ME BUT I CAN'T! BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DOESN'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO IT!" jisung yelled and he completely fall down from the ground as his knees felt so very weak and numb while crying his heart then the older tried to touch him but he resisted "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!" he yelled once again now throwing a death glare to the brunette and stand up even though his whole body feels numb

The younger run as fast as he can not minding the people that he is bumping in because he just wants to get out the place quickly and disappear from their sights. Being hurt was an understatement because the pain feels like he was shot multiple times in the heart.

He wipe the tears that are rolling in his eyes but it felt no use as the warm liquid just continuously falls in his face.

"Jisung please at least let me explain!"

Jisung stop in his tracks and turn to face the older with his blurry vision "There's nothing to explain there sungchan. I saw it all with my own eyes."

"It's really not what you think it is! You misinterpreted everything!" sungchan explain earning a snort on the younger

"Misinterpreted? Then what is that position earlier?"

"I'm not kissing her! I'm trying to push her away!"

"You're trying?"

"It's true that i'm not cheating on you jisung!"

"It so ironic that I came here to surprise you but i'm the one who get surprised." he smiled with a sad eyes

The older attempted to touch his hand but he avoid it and walk away, sungchan call his name once again but he try so hard not to look back because he already knew that he would just throw himself to the said male and forgive what he has done.

~~

"Jisung!" the two females greeted with a cheerful tone but their faces quickly turn into frown when they saw their friend walking lifelessly towards them "What happened to you?" chaeryeong ask with a concerned tone

Jisung look at the two with an exhausted face and smile toothless "Can I stay at your place for a few days?" he ask

Chaeryeong and Yuna look at each other with 'what happened to him' expression on their faces then look at the male again who look in the verge of breaking down anytime "Of course you can! but would you mind telling us what happened? Because you look as happy and energetic early this morning then now you're completely opposite .." said the former

The male took a deep breath and tears were starting to fall from his orbs again putting the two females in panic in worry.

"Jisung-ah..." the latter called rubbing his shoulders gently

Jisung now were sobbing so hard as the scene he witness starts to replay in his mind, he feels like the way sungchan treat him the fast few months already makes sense.

"Is there something wrong with me?" he ask in between his sobs "Am that I ugly? Am I that easy to replace?"

"No you're not jisung! But can you explain to us what happened? If you only want to..." the older female ask

He took a deep breath first before recounting the scenario the scenario that happened between him and the older male leaving his two female friends in shock.

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