~Tuesday 17th November 2021~
🥶Durk pov🥶
I have been up all night watching how to get away with murder and honestly I was still not tired and it's 9:30 in the morning this always happens when I have something bad to tell someone or when I get really anxious I get overwhelmed and my thoughts get all over the place and I overthink things and then I just can't sleep anymore
Dontay walks downstairs he looks at me and goes in the kitchen I sigh and went back to my show he walks in back in "where momma at" i paused my show looking at him "urm she got called into work" he looks down at me but I looked down avoiding his eye contact picked my skin he sighs
"don't do that stop picking yo skin" I looked at him "how you know I do that" he sighs and sits next to me "you always did that when you was anxious scared or worried" "look am sorry of what I said yesterday but I'm still pissed at you but imma let that shit go because I know what I said ain't do you that much fo you to do so wassup"
I sigh "I can't because you is pissed and you won't believe me and then youn wanna ever talk to me again" he looks at me confused "what you do is you pregnant or sum" I widen my eyes "what Nigga no I ain't even fucked anyone yet Nigga" he lets out a sigh of relief and I mug him "shut up"
he laughed and hugs me "am playing but what's up why you been up all night I heard you the whole night" I low-key got scared because what if he heard me and von last night "I thought you was sleeping" "yea but I heard you talking to someone who was you talking to it bet not be no Nigga"
I laughed a bit "it was my ex" "do I gotta beat a Nigga up ion care if I got to"I shake my head laughing "so what's making you stay up all night" I sigh
"How long have you been wit rubi" he looks at me confused "bout a year and a half na why" I sigh "do you love her" he sighs nodding "why is you asking me this what happened" I took a deep breath "india and rubi hooked up and rubi panicked and left because she recognised her and got scared" I rushed out and he looks at me confused
"Nigga what repeat what you just said but this time slow so I could understand you" I liked down "rubi and indi fucked and that's why rubi left because she didn't want her to know that's what happened to india she felt really bad for doing this to you and she was scared you was gon hate her fo fucking up yo relationship"
He stared at me for a second and I looked away "look at me how do you know" I looked at him and sigh "india told me last night so I couldn't sleep because you wasn't talking to me and it was just in my mind the whole time" he nods and hugs me
"imma be in my room ight" I nodded playing wit my fingers he got up leaving "are you mad at me" he looks at me confused " what no i ain't mad at you imma be in my room ok" I nodded and sigh he left going in his room and I heard his door slam
I sighed getting up going to the kitchen I made a sandwich and went back to the couch playing my show I thought bout rescheduling with the girls since I wasn't in the mood anymore since I just fucked up my brothers relationship and he is prolly gon hate me for ever
🥵Von pov🥵
I woke up a bit late since I went bed at six in the morning and it's ten thirty and I needed to leave right now I took a quick shower and got dressed and left the house
~2 hours later~
"Wassup lil bro" I smiled at him and sat down "von don't do that shit let's talk I ain't seen yo ass in two months and you just stopped talking to me Wassup" I sigh "I'm sorry ight I was busy sorry ight" he mugs me
