Gaga was eating a cup Noodle Soup lazily, her spoon almost hanging off her fingers, -"Baby...sleep"-Taylor whispered behind her, -"I have work, cam't sleep"-she mumbled back, looking at her laptop, Taylor sighed deeply and sat beside her,- "...How do you feel", -"...I don't feel anything", those words hit Taylor in the gut; -"What does that mean", -"Means that I haven't slept in weeks, I can't step out of my own front door because I'm scared some psycho is gonna come up ans kill me and then kill-", -"Stefani...nobody is gonna kill you, or us...", -"HE TRIED TO! HE TRIED TO!"-She suddenly exploded, grabbimg the tips of her hair and.pulling them, -"He fucking...What stops him to try again and KILL US ALL?!?!?!", Taylor grabbed her and held her in his arms tightly, -"I need help baby"-she cried into him, -"....We should get a doctor"-Taylor whispered, kissing her head softly.
Gaga and Taylor walked hand in hand through the hospital halls, Peter flanking them by their side while Robert and Natali stayed at home with the kids. Gaga knocked on the door, a male voice gave her the go and she went in. The couple got in the office as Peter stayed outside, -"Hellooooo, Stefani?"-the doctor said, looking dowm at the paper, -"Yeah, and this is my husband Taylor, he called you", -"Oh yeah! Nice to meet you two, have a seat please"; the couple sat down and hels hands tightly, -"So tell me, whats been going on in your life that unsettles you so much", Gaga took a deep breath, -"Well, I have two young children, and I have a lot of work now thank God, but I also...we've been having problems with someone...he's been stalking us all the way from NY, to Chicago and-and...he got violent, he shot my husband, it was...a very serious matter, and after he got shot, I havent been myself since", -"Is the guy in jail?", -"No. The police doesnt know where he is, wjhich has kept me awake for weeks now and-", -"WHO is the guy?", -"My ex boyfriend. The father of one of my kids", the doctor nodded, -"Now, Taylor...how are you feeling about all this?", -"I am....calmer than her. I sleep, I go about my life because I dont wanna scare her even more", the psychiatrist nodded, -"You seem very supportive, yah?", Gaga nodded and looked at Taylor briefly, -"Alright....how lomg have you been married?", Gaga thought a little, -"Just about a year and a half, but we were dating for 4 years then", -"And at what age did you have your kids?", -"Well, when Luca was born I was 24, yeah?", Taylor nodded and continued, -"Luca...she had him with the ex-boyfriend in question and fhen Joey came just 8 months ago approximately", the doctor smiled, -"Congratulations for that bundle", Gaga smiled slightly, -"Thanks Dr. Collins", the man smiled back, -"You two seem like a very strong family", -"Totally. We havs a very strong bond and good communication and a lot of trust and love"-Taylor told him, the doctor nodded, -"Unfortunately...mental illness is unmerciful...and from what your husband told me on the phone and what I see in your body language...I can diagmose you just now"-the doctor said, Gaga frowned, -"Wha-", -"You are restless...looking around, you seem tired, exhausted, tense...so I can only think about PTSD, Post Traumatic Stress disorder manifesting in anxiety and paranoia; so Im gonna have you take two different pills alright?", Gaga nodded and stared at the man with her big eys, -"Now these work as antidepressants and relaxers but much stronger, take one of each every day at breakfast. Just one of each, it may cause you drowsiness or sleepiness, but it will make you feel better. Do not combine with other antidepresaants or drugs, alcohol is alright", Gaga nodded and Taylor sighed, -"Thank you so much Dr. Collins", -"My very pleasure, it was an honor meeting you"-he said smiling, -"Come by next month to see how youre doing alrigjt?", -"Okay doc! Thank you".
Gaga looked at the pills in her hand, she downed both with a sip of her coffee befofe taking a bite out of her bagel, Taylor looked at her attentively, -"Im sorry I cant help better than pills", Gaga looked up and swallowed, -"...You do help. If you werent here I'd be dead Taylor", Taylor looked down at his lemonade, -"I feel like Ive failed protecting this family, Gaga frowned, -"Dont even think like that...hey look at me"-she whispered, seeing that his eyes were watering, Taylor looked up and Gaga embraced him tightly, -"Donf ever think like that taylor. I love you so much, all youve done is protecting us. I love you baby. I love you", Taylor nodded and kissed her softly, laying his head on her chest, -"...This is what we need right now, breakfast in bed at 11am and just...us...yeah?"-he whispered, Gaga nodded and kissed his head, -"I love you Stef", -"I love you more Taylor. Tomorrow is a new day and...hopefully a better day"
