~ Room No. 2662 ~
I count my steps slowly
One step
Two steps
Three steps
The sound of my breath echoes in the corridor of the hotel
There are only ten steps left to my room door
My heart is pounding in my chest
I finally get to the front of the room
I gaze at the room number
Involuntarily, a half-smile sits on the corner of my lips
I open the door with trembling hands
I try not to show how anxious I am
I look like two- or three-year-old boys jumping up and down in excitement
I close the door slowly
This damn heart does not want to rest in my chest
I close my eyes and try to control the shaking of my hands
I move forward slowly and slowly
One step
Two steps
Three steps
when arriving at the bedroom door, I smile subconsciously
When I open the door, the same constant view appears before my eyes
On the bed, the person I love the most in the world, sunk into dreamland
I take a deep breath and move forward, trying to ignore the sound of my heart that beating like a racehorse galloping
With every step I take, his lovely and familiar perfume tickles my nose
I want to hug him tightly and say I miss you so much as same as missing a goldfish in the fishbowl for the sea
As much simple as much pure and as much innocently
Each time, when I see him again, I feel, as if for the first time
It seems that It's the first time we want to see each other secretly away from the eyes of reporters and fans and prying ordinary people!
Sometimes I feel a bunch of eyes following me, eyes that do not let me take a deep breath and never let me have a carefree moment
But to hell with it!
I do not give up my love for the sake of a handful of strangers!
January 6, 2022, Thursday at 6:26 AM...
The rustling of white sheets drives me out of my unmeaning thoughts
I go forward and try to hold back those damn tears that have gathered in the corners of my eyes and they have no hesitation in slipping on my cheeks
I put on a crooked and pale smile and sit on the edge of the bed
I move my trembling hand forward and stroke his disheveled black hair
I bend my head and kiss him gently in the corner of his right eye
He folds his nose and opens his eyes and says
did you come?
his voice like spring morning rain resonates into my ears and calms my heart
uh-huh.
