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REQUEST FOR @mendessmuffin
SHAWN MENDES <3

I recommend listening to big girls cry by sia when reading this
If u wanna its not really necessary

We got home and he slammed the door
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS ACT LIKE AN IDIOT !"
"IM NOT AN IDIOT ! "
"I DIDN'T SAY YOU WERE I SAID YOU WERE ACTING LIKE ONE ! "'
'WHAT EVER SHAWN I DON'T NEED THIS FROM YOU IVE NEVER DONE NOTHING TO YOU ! ,"
"BULL SHIT YOU ALWAYS TREAT ME WRONG ! "
"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME I NEVER TREAT YOU WRONG "
"YEAH SO EMBARASSING ME INFRONT OF ALL MY FRIENDS IS NOT TREATING ME WRONG ?"
"WHAT THE FUCK SHAWN YOU WERE STARING AT HER ASS ! "
"I WAS NOT ! "
"WHAT EVER YOU SEE THIS IS WHY WE CANT BE TOGETHER BECAUSE WERE ALWAYS ARGUING ! "
"BECAUSE YOU MAKE US ARGUE EVERYTHING WOULD JUST BE FINE IF YOU DIDN'T EXIST ! "
" WOW AND THEN IM THE ASS HOLE LOOK AT YOU YOUR PATHETIC IF YOUR REALLY A MAN YOU WOULD EXCEPT YOUR MISTAKES AND APOLIGIZE , NOT COMPLAIN LIKE A LITTLE BITCH ! "'
" LOOK WHOS TALKING YOUR ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE THING I DO , LIKE IF YOU CONTROLL MY LIFE AND YOU DON'T YOUR JUST ANOTHER LITTLE GIRL WHOS OBSESSED WITH ME !"
"OBSESSED ?'"
"YES OBSESSED YOUR FUCKING OBSESSED !"
"YOU KNOW WHAT SHAWN IM SO FUCKING DONE , IM DONE , IM DONE WITH THE FUCKING FIGHTING IMK DONE WITH THE CONSTANT DRAMA IM DONE SEING YOUR FACE IM JUST FUCKING DONE OKAY GET YOUR STUFF AND LEAVE NOW ! "
"YOU CANT DO THAT ! , I LIVE HERE TOO ! "
"I DON'T CARE ! , I WANT YOU TO LEAVE MY LIFE AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN ! "
"FINE ! I DON'T NEED YOU IN MY LIFE ANYWAYS YOU WERE A WASTE OF 3 YEARS I COULDVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER !"'
'YEAH ME TOO I SHOULDVE JUST SLEPT WITH CAMERON WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE ! "
He clenched his fist and swung at me I ducked and he hit the wall punching right through it
I put my head to me knees and panicked as I just relized what happened shawn tried to hit me .
He could've broke one of my ribs right now !
I would've been in the hospital
Or dead !
He screamed and punched the wall again
I flinched and crawled to the other side of the room
I was sobbing uncontrolibly
I couldn't stop
I couldn't stop crying !
The idea of shawn ever hurting me like that killed me
I cant even believe it !

Shawns p.o.v

She said she should've slept with cameron when she had the chance
I don't know how or why but I swung at her thankfully she ducked I punched right through the wall I could've broke her ribs if I hit her
I don't know what happened I cant believe I did that
I bet she rerally hates me now I wouldn't blame her im a total jack ass , and a horrible boyfriend shes right she didn't deserve any of this
I treat her so wrong after all shes done for me I have done nothing but be evil to her
I love Rebecca I really do and I didn't mean it !
I walked to her and she flinched
"' please !, please don't hit me "
The fact that she was asking me not to hit her hit me hard ( @horrorshawn )
I couldn't be more sorry right now
I gently grabbed her arms and picked her up
"please Rebecca please forgive me , I didn't mean it I didnt mean any of it I love you so much you're the best thing that's ever happen to me im so sorry please , please forgive me please please please !!!"I was seriously begging
I was crying uncontrollably I couldn't even breathe right .
She grabbed my face and kissed me
That calmed me down
"I thought you hated me ? "
"I don't hate you shawn I could never hate you , you were my first love "
"can I be your last too ?!"
She nodded and hugged me tightly I wrapped my arms around her never wanting to let go I love this girl so much it hurts !