absquatulate (v)
[ to leave without saying goodbye. ]
why do you feel so close,
even when you're unreachable.
why do you feel so warm,
even when you're untouchable.
you remain as a hazy memory.
a story in which two souls find their way back home.
character analysis on both the female and male lead + author's note ❏
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character analysis
❏ ;; iwasaki hayami
iwasaki hayami is the main protagonist and love interest of tsushima haru. she is a 3rd-year high schooler in kumi academy and is part of the student council ⎯ growing up hayami was always alone, her parents both worked abroad and she was an only child meaning she lived with her grandma ( ichigoo : yes ik, very cliche ⎯ trust me it gets better ) her and her grandma lived in a very busy neighborhood ⎯ the majority of children all playing together outside made hayami feel overwhelmed and left out. even how hard her grandmother asks her to go play with the children outside she would always stay isolated in her bedroom.
she wasn't really good when it comes to socializing with other people ⎯ she'd prefer to play by herself than play with the children in her neighborhood, well the tables turned when her grandmother passed away. her and both her parents moved to a different neighborhood and they refused to work out of the county since no one would watch over their daughter. after hayami's grandmother passed away she forced herself to socialize more with people ⎯ whenever she was at home it felt so... gloomy ?? words couldn't clarify how different it felt. she always made sure to keep herself occupied just so that she could avoid the loneliness of her home.
hayami is very tranquil, quiet, and vigilant ever since she was little ⎯ she is that type of friend who doesn't give a flying fuck about anything but she really cares for her friends she isn't just showy. she took an interest in everything possible, she was too busy keeping herself busy that she fails to take care of herself from time to time. hayami is a very beautiful young lady ⎯ from her black shiny hair to her pink kissable lips and pale skin. her very beautiful and explicit green eyes to her very long lashes and pink rosy cheeks. her tall slender body to her soft and stern voice.
hayami never showed any interest in love or the thought of getting into a relationship, she never acknowledged all those prince charming stories she was told when she was still a kid. she never fantasized herself falling in love with someone, the thought of getting into a committed relationship grosses her out.
❏ ;; tsushima haru
for his part i don't really have much to say since he isn't really the primary focus but you'll learn a lot about him a few chapters later : ]] (+ his backstory 'cause his backstory is quite intriguing.)
tsushima haru is the main antagonist and is the love interest of iwasaki hayami. he is a 3rd-year high schooler and is part of a band being the lead singer ⎯ haru is a very rude, handsome, clever young man. he's the opposite of hayami when it comes to dating and relationships although he's relationships never lasted more than a year. he's more open-minded and outgoing than hayami ⎯ although he's really stubborn and bothersome, he would always get himself into school fights and trouble.
he isn't as wise and hard-working as hayami though, it was like they were complete opposites. he likes to mess around with his friends and call them names but he can be very sweet and caring though (but he's rarely like that so he's still a huge pain in the ass). he is incredibly capable and thinks favorably of himself even when deep down he feels like shit but still, he always acts egocentric and arrogant to cover up his disadvantages.
although he is like an open book, unlike hayami he's very readable and it would be no surprise if he tried to do anything absurd. frankly, there's nothing to like about this man.
author's note (sort of)
so basically this story is about two teenagers who live in parallel universes. it's gonna be quite a teenage slice of life soulmate romance story ⎯ i badly want to fill you guys in more about the story but i feel like i might spoil some things and i suck at explaining so bear with me ⎯ but i swear that this isn't like the other stereotypical or cliche teenage romance story.
just read the story to understand the whole plot ⎯ i'll try to be more complex and realistic with the story, and if you did enjoy it please vote for my story and comment on what you think about it, it'll really motivate me to make more like these in the future. if i have any mistakes (like grammatical errors/grammar mistakes) don't hesitate to correct me i wouldn't mind lol. the story is written in lower caps. oh and btw slow updates, my schedule has been very busy lately so i'll be able to update during the weekends.
that's it, hope yáll have a wonderful day ahead : ]]
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