despair - h.hyunjin ★

chapter 7

"yea"

"well here's your stuff"

"mhm thanks"

"ofcourse"

"what time does your shift get over?"

"well in about an hour, why?"

"ohh- I thought if you'd like to.. hang out.. maybe-" my voice lowered

he went silent

"its totally fine if you don't want t-"

"I'd love to!" he smiled

... why is he so nice-

"well alright, let's hang out when you don't have work pft"

"hm well I don't at saturdays mostly"

"ah I see, well then let's go somewhere together"

"yeah sure!"

"alright then, cya!"

"oh wait before that can I get your number?"

this was the first time anyone asked me this, and it felt.. well, nice

"mhm ofcourse!" and then we exchanged numbers

"alright I'll text you when I get home" I said
"..but if you don't want me to then it's fine-" I quickly added

"nono it's all good" he smiled again

aisshhh, his little smiles are so--

I just smiled back and nodded

"okay then, byee!"

"byeee"

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when I reached home, I tried texting seungmin, I don't why I was nervous doing it- probably because I've never really had friends, the only people I text are mom and hyunjin, and he doesn't even ever reply

should I just send a hi? or should I add something else- or should i-

AHH ITS JUST A DAMN TEXT WHY AM I OVERREACTING SO MUCH-

I finally sent a text

"heyy"

after a few seconds he replied

"oh hey"

"wyd"

"waiting for my shift to get
over so i can go home lol"

"LOL"

"yep"

i would text him more but we aren't really that close so i dont know what to say, ill just go do my work.
-

after an hour or so I was finally done but I didn't text him because he was probably already home and I didnt wanna disturb him, so I just got dinner and went to sleep

adding a time skip bc I can
the next day

just a usual day, I got up and took a shower, did my makeup, got some breakfast aaand left for school, when I reached there I started looking for hyunjin as usual, but I couldn't find him anywhere, I saw Sung Hee but not him