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[declanrice + natalianeville]

natalianeville
i'm gonna ignore the 60 messages above these ones
do NOT comment on my posts.
i don't even know why I'm talking to you

declanrice
because you still want me?

natalianeville
not a chance
what we did in the tunnel was a mistake
I am not letting you back into my life

declanrice
c'mon nat
you know we belong together

natalianeville
no we don't declan
we had our time
I spent MONTHS crying my heart out to my dad because of how we left things
I am not letting myself get hurt like that again
not when you can act like everything is okay when it isn't

declanrice
you think I think everything is okay?
you weren't the only heartbroken one Nat
and I tried to fix things with you
because I was in the wrong
but like the pathetic kid you are, you ignored me

natalianeville
this is an awesome way to get a girl back Declan
but fine, fair enough, maybe I did act like a kid
but instead of throwing my shit at me in Ibiza you should've listened

declanrice
why are you turning this on me?

natalianeville
BECAUSE YOU BROKE UP WITH ME
I am sick to death of feeling guilty for something I didn't even do
I didn't sign the papers to come back to Manchester
and if you would've listened maybe we would've still been together
don't you dare blame me for what happened
I won't have it

declanrice
maybe don't hire a dodgy agent?
technically it's your fault

natalianeville
you are unbelievable
you cannot call me stubborn when you're denying the fact that you're to blame
there was a time in my life where I wanted nothing more than to fix things with you
that time I spent smiling at training and matches when deep down inside I felt nothing but alone
I went through the damn hardest time of my life trying to get over you
and it took me nearly 2 years to do so
I vowed to keep you out of my life for good
so that's what I'm doing

declanrice
nat

natalianeville
I'm sorry Declan
I truly am.
I wish we would've worked out, I really do, but I guess you were just the right person at the wrong time.

declanrice
I still love you
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