Dream SMP angst

~☆loving you no matter what☆~

Hello this is another story request from Hanniiiiiiu thx you again and she is awesome!

Here is the whole description she gave me

Loving you no matter what

George, dream and sapnap have been living together for a few months but something is wrong. Dreams dad wents to get milk when he was little and his mom blamed it on him and emotionally abused him since then, telling him he's ugly, a mistake, too fat and more. Dreams gets insecure over the years and develops an eating disorder ( anorexia ) after he passes out from not eating his friends find out and try to help him.

Tw:
Anorexi
abuse(with words not hit)
Body insecurities

Lets get on!the story!^^
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( ) call
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" " comment |from a vid|
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Dream POV/S

I was looking at how much weight I had it said 70 kilogramme,and wrote it in my book|book where he keeps all of the time he looked at is weight|

/dream:I should stop eating for the while day I will probably do some sport to get it down in to fat../

I went downstairs and made pancakes for george and sapnap then goerge came downstairs.

George:hey Dream!^^

Dream:hey george

Goerge:what are you planing for new year?

Dream:well video on the smp streams and probably think on when I'm gonna do a face reveal!

George damn you already have a lot of things to you gotta like rest or smth

Dream:no I'm good don't worry!btw can you go wake up sapnap so you guys can eat pancakes?

George:sure! im gonna go wake sapnap up by jumping on him!bye!^^

Dream:bye

I said bye with a chuckle george and sapnap where adorable I swear but I was scared of how I look so I didn't really confess yet so I'll wait till I look perfect to confess hoping there won't judge me for how fat I look or smth....

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Sapnap POV/S

Sapnap:aah!WTF george!

George:common get up!!we have pancakes for breakfast!!

Sapnap:coming jeez get off now!

As me and george went downstairs I went to the bathroom to change but saw a book,curious he decided to look trough it, he found out it was dreams but in it had kilogrammes wich dates saying what kilogramme and when he had those kilogramme he saw it was going down like a falling start and decided to put the book down go downstairs and just eat shrugging it off of is though,

Sapnap:hey Dream!

Dream:hey sapnap,here your pancakes!

Sapnap:are you gonna eat smth ?

Dream:hum I already ate!/dream:nope not eating I don't wanna gain weight sry sapnap.../

Sapnap:liar there no dishes in the the sing so come here and sit down and btw I found one of your many green writing book in the bathroom I didn't read it but I placed it back with the other ones!

Dream:okay/Dream:shoot I left it there/

I could see he was nervous,I lied saying I didn't read the book so he doesn't stress more.

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4month later sapnap still checked the book every month but didn't wanna make Dream sad so didn't talk about but one day he didn't know when coming home of a little grocery trip he would find Dream in his bed in a sad mood...
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Dream POV/S

I found comments saying
"Lixiemarsi:I hope Dream is hot and not fat!" Or "aRtSWop:if dream is fat him unsubscribing him!"

But rn i was in his bed crying all my tears out i just couldn't resist hiding my emotion forever...I passed out and woke up when I heard sapnap calling out my name

Sapnap:dream,dream.,dream!,DREAM!YOU THERE?!

Dream:yes I am...

I still was crying I don't now how i was still crying but I was but then Sapnap took a look at my phone since it was next to me and turned on with all the hate and insulting comment....

/Sapnap:those bastard!/

Sapnap put down my phone and went behind me hugging me it made me calm down a bit...

Sapnap:it's okay dream those comments are fake,your beautiful okay?I texted george to come since I decided,we are gonna cuddle and then after cuddle well go eat a snack is this nice for you?

Dream:mhm....

I felt nice,protected,safe and calm for the kinda first time in my life since my mother always told me <your fat get on diet freak!>
<you shut your gay!?!??!!!!> and always treated me badly ever since my father went to get milk but never came back

Then george came in and kinda understood the situation since he sometimes lookd at the comment below dreams video.

George:it's okay dream!*run to dream and hugs him*

Dream:thx guys you guys are the best...!

when goerge said those words I cried...!!|of happiness|

George:dream can I confess smth?

Dream:mhm..!

George:I...I.... I LIKE YOU ALOT AND ITS OKAY IF YOU DONT FEEL THE SAME TOWARDS ME!!

I was shocked by those word that I just kissed him on the lips

Sapnap:can yall like do it I George rooms he as stuff and I don't want dreams room to be dirty since I cleaned yesterday.

Dream:ops sorry sapnap croon George let's go to your room

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Done finally this was long but hope it will pay off the views and your liking if angst!!

Words:907

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Bye see you in another book!!