Eventually, I made myself walk towards the door. Please don't be mad at me.
I could feel my eyes wanting to tear up and my hands shook. I pulled my coat on, feeling the dull ache in my chest grow into a stabbing pain.
I paused and looked at her, she kept her back to me, her head still lowered.
Please say something, anything.
My jaw clenched when she said nothing else. I gripped the doorknob, I shut my eyes tightly. Believe me, I want nothing more but to turn back to you.
I opened my eyes and turned the doorknob. I hadn't even left yet and I already miss you.
I closed the door behind me, feeling my eyes tear up slightly. I took a shaky breath, biting my lip.
My chest felt heavy as I stepped off the final step, making my way back to my lonely house.
Of course, this gets ruined too.
(Hunter's POV)
I sat on my couch, a balled up tissue in my hand.
The house was dark and quiet again, lonely. I looked up at the pictures on my wall, looking at the picture of my mom on the wall. I wish you were here...
Buccaneer or Miles?
No. I don't want to talk to them.
I stood by the phone, dialling. I waited as the phone connected.
"Yes?"
I shut my eyes at the tone of her voice. "Armstrong?"
"What is it Devlin? Why are you calling so-"
She stopped talking when she heard my jagged sobs through the phone.I took a shaky breath. "I'm... sorry.. for calling.. calling so late but..." I paused, taking in a deep breath, trying to gather myself. "Mustang.."
"Stand on your own Devlin."
I nodded, taking some comfort in her words. I can't help but feel a little embarrassed calling her like this, but she's not yelling or getting angry so, I guess it's alright.
She stayed on the phone while I let my annoying, shaky sobs leave my mouth. And then after a while, my breath evened and I felt calmer.
Either, I was done crying or I had cried all my tears and there was nothing left.
"Drink some water, go to bed. I'll see you tomorrow Devlin."
I took a breath. "Yes sir, goodnight."
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I walked along the halls the next morning, dreading having to see him. I was afraid to look at him.
"Devlin." Armstrong found me.
I saluted. "Good morning sir." And started following her.
"How are you this morning?"
I shrugged. "As well as can be expected."
She scoffed. "What can you expect from someone as pompous as Mustang? You're better off."
I nodded. "Yes sir."
"We have a few meetings this morning and I've found some work to keep you busy." She kept walking and then she stopped, however I hadn't noticed and kept walking.
I realized and stopped.
"You want to avoid him, don't you?" She pointed ahead. I turned and looked, and there he was, standing like an idiot.
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Flamed Out (Roy Mustang X Oc)
FanfictionAn au Follows the 09 anime, with swears and heavy topics, but not too heavy. I try to be sensitive to the people who are triggered by topics of abuse, SH, suicide attempts, mental health, and PTSD. My oc, Hunter Devlin, is a main character and the...
Chapter 34 (revised)
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