One Direction/5SOS Imagines (Boyxboy)

Niam- Facing Your Fears

Hi guys! So I lost the paper with all of my requests :/ I'll try to find it, but anyway. I'm sick :c Boooo. So I decided I would update again, and made a cute fluffy Niam. Hope you enjoy c;

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Niam- Facing Your Fears

Sometimes I wonder how I got to where I am. How different my life could be if I hadn't walked onto that stage for the second time. I keep telling myself it wouldn't be as bad as I believe it to be, but God no. That's not true in the slightest. It would be completely, utterly different. I wouldn't have what I do now. I'm not talking about the money, the fame, the girls. I'm talking about my family I've created over the past 2 and a half years. I've got the four best friends you could ask for. And to me, nothing beats that. Nothing.

"LiLi? Are you okay?" I snapped out of my daydream to find my best friend out of the boys. Niall. The one I love. You didn't want to admit it, but you were aware that it was 100% true. You laughed half-heartedly, butterflies permanently etched into the insides of your stomach from this boy.

"Oh yeah, sorry Ni. I was just eh, lost in thought." He giggled, the tips of his mouth reaching the sides of his face. He's gorgeous, and you know it too. He's everything you could ever ask for. He was like your soulmate, the one you were supposed to find someday, and the day you do you realize why it would never work with anyone else. He was meant for you. He was all yours, and you were completely okay with that.

But he didn't know. Niall didn't know of this newly starting crush you had going on him. Hell, for all you know the poor boy thinks you guys are brothers. A pang of anger filled your chest. You didn't want to be brothers with him, although if that's the closest you could get to him you wouldn't dare say no. Could he possibly feel the same way? Niall is so open about his feelings, especially to you. Whenever he has a problem, the tiniest ones at that, you'd be the one he'd come to at three in the morning. Just the thought of that made the anger in your chest float away, happiness flooding your chest almost instantly.

"Well I was wondering if- Liam? Are you even listening to me?" You snapped out of your thoughts for a second time, this time facing a red faced, laughing Niall.

"I was saying, do you want to hang out with me today? Like old times. Movie marathon and everything, yeah?" You grinned and nodded excitedly.

"Of course Ni. I'll see you at 4!" You practically danced away, happy Niall invited you over. You can finally ask him. Ask him to be yours. You couldn't wait.

At 3:50, you walked out of your house and jogged to Niall's. he lived right down the road for you, a major convenience if you had to admit. You finally arrived, and knocked on the door. He answered rather quickly, a grin spreading on his face when he saw it was you. "Hey Li! Come in, I got a movie set up!"

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It was almost midnight, and you were still sitting on the couch, just finishing the last movie. You really didn't want to walk home this late. Plus you wanted to stay with Niall. "Hey Li, you can stay the night if you'd like, you don't have to though." You smiled and nodded.

"Of course Niall. Let's go to bed, yeah?" He led you to his room, the rain from outside echoing through the house. Niall flinched, but tried to make it unnoticeable.

"Ni? Are you scared of storms?" His face turned red, finding a sudden interest in the ground. "It's okay Ni, come here." You opened your arms and he scooted over into them, wrapping his own around your waist. After a few moments, you were practically yelling at yourself in your head. Ask him. Now. You sighed, but looked at Niall.

"N-Niall. I need to ask, well tell you.. Well maybe a bit of both.. I have no idea how to say this." He giggled and scooted closer, noses almost touching.

"It's okay Li, just tell me. I'm not scared anymore, you shouldn't be either." You nodded and breathed a heavy breath.

"Whenever I think of you, or look at you, my mind goes absolutely crazy. At night when I'm laying in bed, my thoughts always seem to be of you, only you. And I don't think I can handle another day keeping this bottled up inside. Ni, I. I think I'm in love with you." You looked down, only to have Niall's fingers tilt your chin back up.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting for you to say that." His lips met yours, and it was probably the greatest thing you have ever experienced. No lust or urgency, it was filled completely with love. You broke away and smiled at him.

"I guess facing your fears can end up giving you the best rewards you can possibly ask for." You whispered above his lips, and he smiled, connecting your lips once more.