Despair at its finest

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In fervent dreams of death
By Solidice

I write best when I'm all emotional, this is me feeling dispirited after procrastinating for a long time, so it's very messy. Hope you'll feel a tinge of familiarity as u read on, sadness is sth we all experience in life ;-;

Thrumming through my headaches

Brutal, so brutal

The axe it swings when the second dies

With me, I bob along

The surface of the shore

Of charred stone and the murky depths

I scoop, with a grey wizened hand,

The remains of poor bloodied soap

I clench towards flesh that beats, pulsating, inhumane

In the goriness of all, I grow feverish,

Rub ink cross my cheeks, stain the white as you,

Please do

Gift to me my innocence, the passing,

Id rather not know anymore

The shiny perspiration that slides down, tracing tired bone,

Silvery light that guides me so, betrays me,

Turns its back on mt, pillaged villager

Yet alone, alone i crouch in my boat, bobbing loftily round the shore,

Tilting and shifting in circles, circles they trace invisibly long the silent bay

So soft, so low, The grass-reeds blow,

Eyes black, tears gone,

Where

Did my sanity go

They departed me as baby leaves fade, the dew

That fall on snow-covered lashes,

Are fading into irreversible black

Black, black as the holes that bore deep inside of me, I feel so hollow

Why does it feel so cold

Clutching my heart, watching it bleed all over me

Like a deadly erupting flower

My life, they lit it not so long ago, am I burning without caution, but,

Whom is this light for

Broken stub, grisly light, riupping out the essential,

But bringing on only darkness

The mess of the

Bloodied remains that has rubbed dry against my cheek

It strikes. I turn.

Its already midnight, so i guess

Smile along with the curve of your blade,

As it shall be midnight forever.

No matter how long the night drags on, dusk will always come. We're all this together, you got this :)

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