Y/N Romanoff

Chapter 45 - DEO

Y/N: I'm happy that Alex is happy after everything and Nat is my mom and to be honest, I couldn't be happier for either of them. I'm just a mini-version of my mom but with powers. I'm just glad that Alex decided to stay.

John: I am too but is Nat ok staying here?

Wanda: She said she needed a change and that she has been an Avenger for 16 years. So, I would say yes.

Y/N: Plus, it's not like you wouldn't see either of us at times. Hey John, who's that with Brainiac?

John: That's Nia. She's dreamer and his girlfriend. She's been with us for about 6 months now. Go introduce yourselves. She's sweet, kind and amazing

You and Wanda nod your heads and then walk over to the two of them and start to talk

Brainiac: So, what brings you back Y/N?

Y/N: Well, to invite you guys to our wedding *points to Wanda* and also due to Nat (my mom) meeting everyone as well

Brainiac: I'm so happy for you two. Alex looks like she is glowing over there with Nat

Wanda: That she is

Nia: So, when is the wedding you two?

Y/N: Next week actually

Wanda: It's Oct 15th at 5 pm

Nia: That's exciting right?

Wanda: Very

Y/N: Colors are Black/Red for the boys and Purple/Teal for the girls

Wanda: Our dresses are Blue

Alex and Nat walked over just as you said that and hugged you two. Everyone laughed and had an amazing time talking and getting to know each other. Before you could ask a question to Alex, Kara and Lena walked in. You hugged the two of them.

Y/N: Hey Alex, can I use the training room for a bit?

Alex: Yah but you ok? I thought you said no training while on the trip?

Y/N: I did but I need Kara's training room for like 20 minutes please?

Alex: Go but if you're not back in 20 minutes, I'm coming in there

Y/N: Thank you Alex

Your POV

You walk over to Kara's training room and walk inside and lock the door. You turn up the Radiation/Kryptonite on the wall and sit in the middle of the room and have a little breakdown while you release some of you energy. You start to cry and then start to sing a little not knowing that Alex and the gang where watching on the TV monitor. You bring your thoughts back to happy ones then get up and turn off the power dampener on the wall. You unlock the door and start to walkout. As your walking out, you start to think about the waterfall and cliff and next thing you know you were there. You stay there for like 10 minutes before you text Alex to have Kara come grab you.

Alex POV

Alex looked at Kara and then showed her the text from you. Wanda and Nat both had a concern look on their faces.

Nat: Hey love, what's wrong?

Alex: Y/N texted me and asked for Kara to go get her

Kara: Waterfall?

Alex: Yes

Wanda: Why is she there? She never leaves without saying something. Does this have to do with the energy loss that she did?

Alex: I'm not sure. When Kara gets back with her, we will be running tests on her and I'm not taking no as an answer. I'm just hopping that she is ok

Wanda: Same

Just as Alex was speaking, Kara flew to you and saw that you were in tears and hugged you. You cried in her arms and then she picked you up and flew you back to the DEO where she put you on the table in med bay while Alex ran her tests. Just as Alex finished her tests, you start to wake up and Alex saw you open your eyes and smile.

Alex: How are you feeling?

Y/N: I'm not sure to be honest

Alex: What happened in the training room?

Y/N: I needed to let some pent up energy go and for some reason I started to get flashbacks about the waterfall and I ended up there. Alex, I'm sorry. *Tears falling down face*

Alex: Hey, it's ok. You texted me before anything happened.

She pulls you in for a hug and you cry into her shoulder. She calms you down before you give yourself a panic attack. Nat, Wanda, Lena, and Kara all walk in and you two pull away and you have a small smile on your face

Wanda: Love, you ok?

Nat: Flashbacks?

Y/N: Wanda, to be honest I'm not truly sure but fine for now. Mom, yes and I ended up at the waterfall. Kara, thanks for getting me

Kara: Always

Y/N: Lena, do you have any tech that can stop powers?

Lena: Yes, but why do you ask?

Y/N: I want to quit the teleporting powers when I have flashbacks. So far it's only been the garden and waterfall areas but I'm afraid if I have flashbacks from the Red Room and Hydra that I might end up there and I can't go back. I won't survive at all

Lena: Let me see what I have

Y/N: Thank you

Nat and Wanda both come and hug you

Y/N: I'm sorry everyone. I didn't mean to turn this into a problem with me again. I'm trying to control it but even I can't seem to do the simplest task anymore. I'm worthless and a burden again

Everyone: You are not any of those things and you know it!

You smile and look at everyone and say thanks

Nat: Food?

Y/N: Yes please

Kara: Pot stickers?

Y/N: Yes please

Lena: You too?

Y/N: What? They are amazing

Lena: IF Kara could marry food, she would marry Pot Stickers

Kara: Hey, that's not true. I would marry you over them any day

Y/N: Awe

Lena: You mean that Kara?

Kara: Absolutely Lena

Alex: Let's go get food then

Everyone goes to get Chinese food and lots of pot stickers. You all order a round of drinks and have a great time talking and laughing. After everyone eats and then pays, you all go for a walk and start to chat.