Random Writing things idk

A random story I started but didn't finish

Hi, my name is clementine, but i prefer clem. I live with my mum and dad. My best friend is called moggy. She is very kind and helps me in school when I don't understand, she is the only person that doesn't treat me like my autism is infectious. I get bullied in school, probably because I'm an easy target, at least I understand that. This is meant to be for school but I guess I have to rewrite it now, I could never tell them, then I would be a snitch. I also love crystals, I believe that they help me manage my emotions well, that's what my therapist says. I don't know how to end this so...

Bye!

Hematite

Courage

Inner strength

grounding

1...2...3... I count my steps as I leave my house, it helps me forget about all my worries and concentrate on walking. 10...11...12... I clutch my small tumbled hematite in my hand hoping it will ground me or give me courage to face the day. 23...24...25 I'm barely out of my drive and I already want to turn and run back. 45...46...47... I start to speed up and before I know it I've lost count and I'm almost at school. I guess I can't go back now.

Amethyst

Intuition

Balance

Higher wisdom

Looking into the small school bathroom mirror I slip on my rouh amethyst necklace as I look at the new plaster on my elbow and the cut on my palm. I must have hit the ground really hard, I definitely know it hurts. I don't think the worst part is when they push you or when you feel like the world is going to stop when you're in mid-air, bracing for the pain, or when you get up and realize where you have been cut this time , it's when you have to lie:

'I fell over miss, I'm so silly, I tripped over thin air.'

Hopefully I'll do well in my math test, it will be something to be happy about, and I won't have to see 'those people' because I'm in the top set. I turn and walk out towards my math class. I take a deep breath and swing open the door praying that I don't freak out and fail.