Hatred is a funny thing, especially when mixed with fear.
It can be dangerous, especially when you don't know why.
You hate you friend for not calling, especially when you need them most. You fear for your sanity.
You hate your parents. They left, your Mother far away and your Father turned into a deadbeat sack. You fear that it is over.
You hate your siblings for suddenly changing their names, then getting mad at you because you call them by the same person they were before. You fear you can never go back now.
You hate your dog. It's the reason you can't get another pet. You fear you are losing your heart.
You hate yourself, for not seeing it sooner. You hate yourself for making a mistake. You hate yourself for the heartlessness you feel, and the fact that you feel weak. You fear the dread that clasps your soul.
