Losing faith...

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First and foremost oh let it be said my dear I was gunna wait for you 

He wasn't lying they promised eachother they would wait until they were both ready...

But she had other plans..

So this is not an act of spite it's a visceral coming-to

Did he hate her? Yes

Did he accept the fact he did? No

He promised her he would wait and he wasn't lying

But she wrote an album and that's something that I can't do it

It was always a dream of his to write an album

But he paused his entire world just to make sure she was happy

And she goes and takes everything

But what I can do is spit the truth
He tried to explain to people what she had done

And why she doesn't deserve what she has

And

It all leads back to you

Secondly you know I haven't written much

You know the way I can be

He wasn't the most productive person he would leave everything till last minute

Scared to fail but to scared to try..

But tonight I'm fucking drunk

He was drunk.

Beging her for another chance he wouldn't make the same mistake.

So it's all gunna be about me

Take a seat pull up a chair

Give me one beat to fill my glass

Ive lost a piece of me in you

He had lost a chunk of himself

The day she left..

He started to fall apart

At first he didn't believe it but as the days progressed

It became more clear to him she was serious

But you've lost all your past

He was her past and she was his

He still remember the exact day and moment she said


She wanted to marry him and spend their lifes together

Is he better then me?

He always doubted himself

I mean how could someone like Her fall for someone like Him

Has he seen more to this life

They both always had a dream of travelling the world together

But since his anxiety has increased over the past years it became difficult

Can he smoke more?

Can he fuck more?

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