First and foremost oh let it be said my dear I was gunna wait for you
He wasn't lying they promised eachother they would wait until they were both ready...
But she had other plans..
So this is not an act of spite it's a visceral coming-to
Did he hate her? Yes
Did he accept the fact he did? No
He promised her he would wait and he wasn't lying
But she wrote an album and that's something that I can't do it
It was always a dream of his to write an album
But he paused his entire world just to make sure she was happy
And she goes and takes everything
But what I can do is spit the truth
He tried to explain to people what she had doneAnd why she doesn't deserve what she has
And
It all leads back to you
Secondly you know I haven't written much
You know the way I can be
He wasn't the most productive person he would leave everything till last minute
Scared to fail but to scared to try..
But tonight I'm fucking drunk
He was drunk.
Beging her for another chance he wouldn't make the same mistake.
So it's all gunna be about me
Take a seat pull up a chair
Give me one beat to fill my glass
Ive lost a piece of me in you
He had lost a chunk of himself
The day she left..
He started to fall apart
At first he didn't believe it but as the days progressed
It became more clear to him she was serious
But you've lost all your past
He was her past and she was his
He still remember the exact day and moment she said
She wanted to marry him and spend their lifes togetherIs he better then me?
He always doubted himself
I mean how could someone like Her fall for someone like Him
Has he seen more to this life
They both always had a dream of travelling the world together
But since his anxiety has increased over the past years it became difficult
Can he smoke more?
Can he fuck more?