Diggy: we all miss her but shes gone to get better. she will be back before you know it.
the room filled with silence.
Mrs:simmons: you mean to tell me that he doesn't know?!
Bri: please auntie please just be quiet.
Diggy: what, what are yall talking about?!
everyone kept quiet.
Diggy: answer me!!!!! what the fuck is going on ?!
Mrs:simmons: calm down baby.
Diggy: no tell me whats going on? ....did mary divorce me or something?
the room stayed quiet.
Diggy: ughh I should have known. she was going to leave me. I damn near killed her. this is all my fault. she cant leave me I need her.!!
Mrs.simmons: Daniel listen to me sweetheart. mary didn't divorce you. she died. (Starts crying)
(Silence)
Diggy: what?! that's a lie! the doctor said she was fine she only fainted from shock. shes fine and I know it so stop fucking lying!
Tatiana: diggy we all thought she was fine too but turns out she had extremely high blood pressure. and once we told her about eran she died of an heart attack.. im sorry. (starts crying)
diggy: no. no. no. everyone just stop crying and stop lying!!! just get the fuck out my house im stressed enough as it is. I don't need yall bullshit.
he rolled his wheel chair to the steps then got out and tried making his way up the stairs but he fell and we all ran to his rescue. once we got him on the couch. he started crying and I already knew it wasn't from him falling. it was from stress.
Diggy(pov): I haven't cried in a long time but I think now is perfect timing. im only human and I can only take so much.
Diggy: I guess its true huh? she dead? (starts crying harder)
Ray: im sorry bro...
Diggy: ughhh I cant take this shit!! my life is nothing anymore. I can't live without them. I wish I could drop dead right now.
Briana(starts crying)
Roc: no man. don't talk like that. it will get better I promise. god does everything for a reason. in the bible It says-
Diggy: don't even start talking about the bible. because as far as im aware there is no god. cause if it was he wouldn't have put me through so much shit.
Roc: I understand man but we can get through this.
Diggy: NO! don't you dare sit here and lie saying you understand. when you don't!! you don't know what its like to loose your wife or your son. you don't understand so don't you dare lie to me... you know what everybody just leave!! get out now!! id rather die than be here with you people. yall lied to me this whole time. when yall knew all along she was dead. and as for you bri. I thought we made a promise to never keep any more secrets.. well looks like you lied again cause this was a pretty big ass secret!!
Briana: im sorry Daniel. you have to believe me. we did it for you.
Diggy: just leave, everybody please go.
roc(pov);we all got up to leave but briana ran and kissed him on the cheek and hugged him tight. and he hugged back. I know that diggy is just stressed he doesn't mean any of those things its just the anger talking. he needs love at this point and not family type love. if you know what I mean, on the way out the door I stopped to talk to mrs.simmons.
Roc: please keep an eye on him for the night. because hes mad stressed and people whos stressed do crazy things. and idk what I would do if we lost him too.
Mrs.simmons: don't worry ill keep a close eye on him. go home and get some rest sweetheart.
Roc: thanks. goodnight mrs.simmons.
diggy(pov): once everybody left my mom helped me upstairs I laid in my bed. and just bawled my eyes out. words can't describe how im feeling right now. i never thought that my world would come crashing down so hard. iv just lost two of the most important things in my life. my wife and my son. if theres a god up there i just really want to know what have i done for you to punish me so bad? only the devil would take away a mans family. so as for now i believe there is no god. im through with my music career. im through with religion. im through with my mom. im through with my sisters. im through with briana, roc and every single one of them. im definitely through with love in fact i don't think i will ever be able to love again. im just through with life period. rest in peace eran. and rest in peace mary you two will always be in my heart.
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oh god this chapter is horrible lmfao but so what sue me!!! besides i had to update.
But you promised you would never leave me.
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