'Baby eran on the side. >>>>>>> -The next day -
diggy: hey big head. !!!! :D (picks up eran).....you hungry? wanna eat eat?
a huge smile spread across his face once I asked him that. I carried him to the kitchen and searched for some thing I knew how to cook. cause I didn't want to bother mary she seems stressed. Its hard to cook for a baby cause its only certain things a two year old can eat. I looked through the fridge and the freezer then I spotted some French fries. its not the healthiest thing to be feeding a baby. but its the only thing I can cook that he can eat. I placed eran in his bouncer and turned on the radio blasting one of my songs " thinkin bout you". eran loves my music he always giggles and wiggles around when one of my songs comes on. I put the fries into the grease and watched it cook as me and eran danced along to the music . I love this kid with all my heart. he brings up my day he makes me feel like I have something to wake up to in the morning. and im determined to give him a good life. hes my everything and I don't even know what I would do without him. I believe its safe for me too say that im am very blessed. I just don't see why mary is so stressed what did I do? I try my hardest. I give this family my all because I really want it to work. but mary keeps on picking arguments with me talking about im cheating. that's crazy I would never cheat on her I care about her way too much. plus I already had one failed marriage im not looking for another. soon the fries were done I let them cool off for a while. then I took eran out his bouncer and put him into his baby chair to eat. I filled his bowl with fries with a little ketchup. then watched him demolish em. I admired his good looks and good hair. well there no surprise he came out this handsome because I am his father lol. but I know what ever the problem is me and mary can get through this. she just have to communicate with me instead of assuming and she has to trust me. I looked back down at eran and saw he had ketchup all over his face.
Diggy:(laughs) come on lets get you cleaned up.
i carried eran up the stairs into the bathroom as mary walked in.
Mary: what is that all over him?
Diggy: ketchup.
Mary: what was he eating ketchup with?
Diggy: fries.
Mary: YOU FEED HIM FRIES?!?!?! DO YOU KNOW HOW GREASY AND UNHEALTHY THAT IS?!
my eyes whidened big at mary's respopnse. she has never got mad over something like this.
Diggy: dang calm down.... it was just a couple.
Mary: yea whatever!
she stormed out of the bathroom. leaving me there shocked. i sat there for a while trying to collect my thoughts till eran started playig with my cheeks. i smiled at him then took his clothes off to wash him up. once he was all clean i dried him off and oiled him down then i went to get a pull up. but i noticed he only had one left. i got a lil irritated because mary could have informed me that he was running out. looks like we gotta take a trip to the store. i finished getting eran dressed then i put on my shoes and grabbed my keys.
Diggy: bae me and eran about to run to walmart real quick.
Mary: for what?
Diggy:pull ups
Mary: im going too.
Diggy: alright cool.
we all walked out into the cool weather but i noticed it was rainy. ughh i hate driving on rainy days but ill be extra careful. i put eran into the car seat.
Diggy: bae can you buckle him in.?
i waited for mary to respond but she didnt so i just walked off and got into the drivers seat. maybe she was just ignoring me.
