Through this journey on PERSONAL Development, I don't think I can say there are some big changes. But littles ones. It's like what they say, it's hard to change.
Especially when days seems slow but short. And you never notice how long has it been. But little by little, starting with one.
Maybe it's the dreams. Nightmares are the usual,and it never bothered me. Until I realized I'm alone. Nightmares and stuffs are always my inspiration to never crack. Because things like those are what keeps me bold. To remind I'm still alive and kicking. I panicked when I don't feel pain and thinking of those downers doing things to themselves. And I reprimand myself again and again that I'll never be like those losers, and won't step the line, but stay still in the middle, observing. Another change is that I really feel my mental strength crashing. Without other distractions to make me avoid them.
Might continue publish this in my other account: MIME_MEMI
