Don't Go Beyond Wrath's Door

𝟎:𝟏'' 𝓚𝓾𝓻𝓪𝓲

Have you ever felt so lonely you were on the verge to just die off without any reason to your value?, Well it's not always easy to stick with this feeling needing in your gut, telling you to just give up and forget everything.

It so happens to be with this individual that very much might be like you.. With any illnesses of mental. Depression is just another one for sadness and anger to be built up within never using it fully unless you are given a full reason to lash out on a person; even if it's random.
Staring out the window of yet another misable day, Jasper had sighed when he gotten out of his bed and touching the bottom of his feet on the floors wooden carpet surface.
The room grew more soundful at the least, but more annoying with a familiar voice was heard to be calling his name out in the distance beyond the door; outside the door.
Eyes rolling into there eye sockets facing towards the right of the room with frustration, the young male grabbed his headphones off the dresser heading to the door.
Thinking to himself as if he goes out this door.. it's going to be stepping into the ray of light that has never shinned his way beforehand. Ever infact, so why would it now if he steps outside this door? He could just happen to ignore the voice and go back to snoozing without ever getting a life- but as people say.. "THATS NO WAY TO LIVE! LIVE WITH MEMORIES!" Blah or just never important to really remember, is all the words seemed to be thought about when ever thinking about them.

"𝘑𝘢𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦!, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 7:00 - 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘰?," His father had sighed out of his utter frustration with dealing with a problemic child.

Dusty clothes laying on the floor to be wore and just as hearing about his situation, Jasper took his hoodie dusting it off with a firm grip. Pulling it up each arm and wrapping it over his shoulders, he slighty smiled to himself with its warmth that suddenly kicked it just as well when flinching to the sound of being reminded yet again of his tardiness going out the front door. Inhaling and exhaling just as shoes got on his feet' he opened his bedroom door and this is were his day began by heading off to classes. Not telling his off old man 'bye' he lefted, Prehaps along the way he might catch his one friend on the bench of the left side of the lake ditching school ( Like always. ) Probably just ruining his lungs even further with a cigarette or two, honestly if he keeps doing it he's gonna get cancer! Of course that's non of his own concern as the other is just the kid who thinks there friends. They are most certainly not if truth and honestly.

Even if he had the guts to lie, it would most likely be a huge conflict and issue on his part for his future. Manipulation could always come in handy, yet using it is the bigger problem. You have to be smart about it if you don't wanna get caught with all the shame getting to you and breaking you down by the second. The name of his mysterious "friend" was named Kurai. Nobody knew his last name, nor even cared to mention it other then calling him 'KC' for short and spreading rumors that are completely false against him.

Getting to the side of the lake he knew KC would be.. it was most utterly worrying just as frustrating if he had to deal with yet another unrelaxing conversation that won't drive his interest standards to raise.
Soon enough, eyes being the size of dinner plates he immediately started to pick his pace up with all the walking just so he could past by a figure sitting on the bench. Just as he calculated, ;Smoking yet again; Kurai's face expression went from boredom to pure light within seconds just as he leaned back on the bench and stood up high along with running to his friend that happened to leave him hanging all like that!

The Red eyes bleaming on the other male infront of him, only to open his arms wide and making a huge clap of wrapping arms around his pale ghody looking of a friend' he smiled.

"𝘑𝘢𝘴𝘱𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘴𝘵?, 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰𝘰!?" Kurai and his red scarlett eyes all full of excitement when yelling his foolish words aloud when planty of other students could hear them and immediately report it. Jasper signed annoyingly when removing the others restraint around his body holding him in place. Closing his eyes just as he started to speak when the wind picked up and that softness of a voice started to appear.

"𝘋𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘈 𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘥 𝘭𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘚𝘖𝘔𝘌𝘉𝘖𝘋𝘠 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧." Jasper said with a scoff of anger when looking away biting his lip. Knowing what he said, his word choice won't matter to the other male as he is just as stupid mentally along with his choices.

The aching in the frown was one thing but seeing it? That was utterly ridiculous. Kurai knew better then to just start out of the blue to pick to be moody in a time like this. No words spoke other then a sign, the pale figure made his way to the building so he could get away from the addict. The smell of smoke always made him sick to his stomach just as it would to anybody else with that sort of problem. Reaching the school was his biggest step of the day, it was now or never on his first day of senior year. Time to prepare for all drama and get your thoughts ready to stick up for yourself, people aren't the nicest. So time to know your gonna get your ass kicked.