chapter 29: 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐥𝐲

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"Here, your favorite. Cranberry." - she spoke up
"Thank you.." -he took it and immediately drank some with a smile, "Its tasty, like always."

Dai let out a chuckle and drank some of her own.

"You know, I always thought it's going to be Ayame." - she said coldly and added "I wasn't prepared."
"Huh? What are you talking about?" -Umeji had a puzzled look on his face
"I never wished to any of my children will have my blood. My dirty blood." -she put her cup down and clenched her fist in frustration
"Mom..I don't understand." -Umeji started feeling nervous, he didn't understand a single thing

Dai sighed and rested her back against the chair, looking at her hands shamefully

"When I found out that I was pregnant with a boy. I thought I could rest easy. One child was just enough for me." - she stopped to take a deep breath and continued on "You were born and 3 years passed, I got pregnant, again. It was by accident, I never planned to have Ayame."

"Oh.." -Umeji looked down, feeling guilty for some reason and suddenly a stupid question came up to his mind
"But you love her, right..?" -he asked, a hint of anger in his voice, he feared the answer

The silence stuck, each second that has passed without her saying anything made Umeji angrier.
He was about to open his mouth but she overtook him.

"I do."
"Yeah, right! What took you so long to answer?" - he exploded, his eyebrows narrowed as he glared at her
"Umeji, I do. I wouldn't trade you two for the world. I just feared she'd be like me!" -Dai talked back angry as well
"What does that mean?! I want answers! What the hell do you mean dirty blood?!" -he hit the table trying to gain her to listen to him

"Don't yell. Your dad is sleeping." -she suddenly hushed him down
"Sorry.."
"I will tell you everything, please be patient. I can't just..it's hard. Okay..?" -she put her face in her cold hands
"Yeah..okay, I get it.." - Umeji said as he impatiently jounced with his leg

"I was just like you when I was your age..Actually I was around 16 when I met your father.." -she gently spoke as she looked at Umeji
"Wh-what do you mean?" -he asked trying to avoid the truth
"Umeji, you know very well what do I mean. Your feelings towards Y/n."

Umeji's eyes widened and then he squint them trying to process everything his mother just told him.

"So..this feeling I have..this weird love-obsession thing..is from, you..?" -Umeji asked quietly, staring at his lap
"Yeah..very much yes.." -she sighed and rubbed her eyes in sign of tiredness
"So..you are telling me this condition..runs in the family..?"
"Yes. Just..it's always been a girl. Every time, it is a girl. So that's why I expected Ayame to have it."
"I see.." -he said numbly
"I'm very sorry for not telling you earlier..I thought I would never have to. It's my fault."
"It's fine. I suppose. I can't really blame you, if it's something that can't be stopped from happening." -he smiled weakly and put his elbows on the table looking at his reflection in the tea

Silence was present again. It woke up such a strange feeling inside Umeji, knowing that his mother also did such odd things to earn his father's love.

"Did you ever kill someone?" -he asked casually
Dai was took off by a guard for a second, she almost spit her tea on the table
"Whaat?? You said we are having mother-son talk." -umeji rolled his eyes
"Well you can't just ask it like it's a normal thing to do!" -she defend herself but couldn't suppress a smile
"Well? I'm waiting."- Umeji added and raised his eyebrows
"Only twice." -she said avoiding the eye contact

Umeji scoffed and raised an eyebrow with a smile on his face
"Only twice", she said" - Umeji teased his mother
"Enough. Sleep now." -Dai said strictly while getting up and finishing off her tea
"Huh?? Whyy??" -he wined
"Because you are not taking this seriously!"
"Well what do you want me to do? Cry about it? Let me have some fun womaan.." -Umeji kept complaining
"No..I just thought you'd be more shaken because of it. I was scared that you would see me as a different person.." -Dai lowered her voice and looked down at her feet
"No, never. You are my mom and you take care of me. Besides, I know how you feel, it's not like you can really control it.."
"That's right..thank you son. Aww.. you are actually so sweet." - she smiled to herself and started washing the kettle and the cup
"Pft.. don't make me laugh." -he took his cup and drank his tea all at once

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