The Devil Within

V. My Circumstances

" Ugh stop with the theatrics, you know I earned my keep from the time I started working up to now, I have a few businesses of my own to my name alone I don't want anybody assuming it is not my hard-earned money" - New

" Why do you make things difficult for yourself when you can have everything you want in a flick of your thumb" - Off

" Duh that's boring" - New

" I like that bitchy side of yours, so that's why up to now you haven't told Tay about your identity and circumstances, What is he really to you?" -Off

"I don't know haven't thought of it" -New

"You don't benefit from him after all, he is just annoyingly cute at disturbing you now and then Young Masterrrrrr" - Off

"Well what is Gun to you PAPIIII!!" - New

"oho don't tell me you're jealous?" - Off

Off with his eyebrows wiggling up and down annoys me. I removed my shirt and threw it somewhere as I sat on Off's lap.

"Oh shut up and fuck me, let's make use of this free time before Tay gets back"- New

"You sound like a cheating wife New" - Off

" And you sound like a cheating husband" - New

I grind my hips to his already erected tent. From which he groaned and grabbed my hips.

" Easy we have all night " - Off

" That's more like it" - New

As I bit my lips in seducing this already horny man I am sitting on right now. We have always been like this and will always be like this sex partner with no strings as such.
The thought came to mind but we instantly shut it off coz' we find it not our cup of tea to be tied to one another.
In the back of my mind, I was thinking about what Off said. He had a way to strung words in your mind.

"What is Tay to me?"

After a few days Tay was already standing in my living room with bags in his hands I guess those were the goodies he bought for me, But I couldn't care less. Tomorrow I'll be going home to see my parents.

I was laying on the sofa staring into space, void of emotions. I hear a slight thump on the carpeted floor.

"New what's wrong are you okay? Why are the lights off? - Tay

He stepped forward and kick a can of beer from the floor that was already empty. I was drinking before he came I never got drunk one of the perks of being a vampire, but I wish I would. These were the times I wish I were human just plain doing nothing regular human. Thinking, feeling about what to do for the day, what to eat, and then sleep. Just being carefree like this man in front of me. What would it be like not being a Techaapaikun?

"New, why are you drinking? I just left for a week and see you like this. What's wrong New?" - Tay

I just looked at his worried face and motioned him to sit down which he did. Then I laid my head on his lap and closed my eyes.

"I'm sleepy can I sleep Tay?" - New

"You can, are you alright?"- Tay

My eyes were closed just pretending to sleep since we don't need to sleep. I am a nocturnal creature anyway so sleeping is out of the picture. But I stayed lying my head on his lap.

"Tay, I' m tired" - New

"I know Off told me you were shooting for 5 days straight. Sleeping only 2 hours you should rest" - Tay

"What is rest? That is an unfamiliar word for me." - New

He was patting my head and playing with my hair. It is soothing and has a calming effect on them I wonder why I am feeling at peace whenever he is around. His scent calms me and his voice makes me think that I just needed to close my eyes and sleep.

"I'm going home tomorrow, don't look for me you can crash here at my place but I'll be gone for days."- New

I can already picture his shocked face without opening my eyes. His hands stopped tousling my hair.

"For how many days?" - Tay

" I don't know, Te in a few maybe" - New

" Okay" - Tay

He just kept silent and continued with what he was doing. While I was just pretending to sleep. A couple of minutes more and I pretended to have light snores.

"New?"- Tay

"Of course, you're already asleep..." - Tay

He was sighing and just placed his hands on my head and adjusted my head a little so I can sleep in a much more comfortable position still on his lap.

" You never talked about your family, all I ever know was you did not like it and you were always alone. That is why I was reluctant to go and leave only to come home to this, Why are you sad? You are visiting them." - Tay

Sad am I really sad? I thought to myself I never thought of being sad at all. But it is true I never talked about my family that much with him.

"You never share anything with me, I just find it on my own New why are your walls so high?" - Tay

There was a tinged of sadness in his voice it was a low one for sure. Being with Tay made me realize a lot of emotions I can have, one is to recognize a sad person. Not knowing I am one.

"I just wanted to be there for you I'm you're best friend yeah you're best friend great after all these years that's all I've become way to go Tay Tawan. Yay for me." - Tay

He said in a bored tone.
He was doing a monologue it was funny sometimes he talked to himself I always caught on to him since I don't sleep he tends to talk to me while I was sleeping. Sometimes It urges me to wake up and just talk to him but I don't want to spoil his fun.

We just stayed like that till morning he fell asleep as well. I woke up earlier before dawn, wearing my suit I donned a black Armani suit with my dress shirt unbuttoned 3 down. Tay still sleeping on the couch. I stood beside him just staring at his slightly parted mouth and his messy hair. Feeling sorry he didn't have the time to change into comfortable clothing before going to sleep. 

I fixed his hair covering his eyelids. Kissed his forehead.

"Goodbye Tay" - New

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A/N

It hits differently with a kiss on the forehead.