So two months ago i came into a realization i was in love with friend my who in this book will be called Jem. Jem is the most nicest person ever and very caring thats what made me like her also because ngl she was very beautiful. fast-forward to now 3 weeks ago (or i guess so) jem met a boy whom she liked and started dating him and theyve been dating for 2 weeks. i found they were dating and my world had sunk in. I really regretted not telling her i like her but things happen, so all i could do was support her choice (even though i didnt want to) i started to act weird with her (because some ppl will say its weird) i started becoming over protective (as i always been but more open and extreme) and would ask her questions about what he does with her and blah blah (basically about questions about him) and i didnt even realize till now i just don't like him or want him with her but, she's happy with him and i dont wanna be on the side lines waiting for her to like me back so i want these feelings to disappear, because id rather keep my friend around than to lose her because i made her feel awkward. so heres my journey
