Asia
"Asia I TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM THAT BOY!'My mom screamed at me
"Mom I'm 21, I'm grown and I will see who ever I want!"
"Not in my fucking house you won't!"
"Fine I don't have to in your house!'I said walking to my room to get my stuff together to leave this shit hole. I'm Asia and live in Houston,TX.On the Southwest side. . I live with my Mom and younger 8 year old sister .I'm 21 and a senior in college to be a Cardiac nurse . I have a good paying job as a CNN at West Houston Hospital , but i choose to still live with my mother , because i want to help out around the house
I grabbed my phone and dialed his number.
"Aye my nigga, shut up ....Yeah Bae ...What's' good?"He asked.His voice gave me chils , even tho his background was loud with a bunch of movement.
"Jamarcus...I need you ...to come get me..."I said in between tears.
"What's wrong?"he asked confused , i could tell he had that same cute confused experssion on his face.
"Jamarcus ...'
""I'm on my way nah"he hung up
I garbed my overnight bag and put a bunch of clothes and stuff into it.
"If you want to be women enough to leave then don't come back "my mom said "He's holding you back ,he's no good for you ,I know what he does running up and down these streets all damn day long,. He's dangerous..."
I left out my room to go check on my seven year old sister. She was in her bed under the covers.
"China?"
"Yes?
"Are you crying?"I asked while sitting down on her bed by her, wrapping my arms around her small body .she was crying"why are you crying china"
"Because you and mama are fussing again, I don't like it when yall argue"she said wiping her tears on her shirt. It was true me and mom do fuss a lot now. Over simple stuff now.
She got mad tonight because she found out about me and Jamarcus We've been talking for a little over a month now .We're not together but .. i don't know i just know, I'm falling hard and quick for him . Jamarcus is big around these parts he sells drugs, he's on top of the drug game. He's a boss .everyone knows him and know what's he does is very dangerous .
"China,you need to be a big girl now..stop crying ..I'm not going to be around allot now..but ill be here almost everyday to see you okay.."
"where are you going?
"I'm going away for a while..okay "
"please don't leave me here along Asia"she said with tears in her eyes.i just hugged her.
''Look
I know girls love Beyoncé
Girls love to fuck with your conscience
Girls hate when niggas go missing and shawty you ain’t no different
These days it’s hard to meet women
Feel like my love life is finished
I’ve been avoiding commitment
That’s why I’m in this position
I’m scared to let somebody in on this
No new friends, no no nook
I know girls love Beyoncé
