Sinking Feeling Eric Cartman X Reader

you got me so I'm running around around in circles

(I'm not sure where to go from here I'm writing what comes to mind so there is a plot somewhere)

Another look behind all the time I would wait forever.

(Y/n)'s pov

Hits from a bong

Is currently what I'm doing at My house with Kenny and Cartman, Stan and Kyle dont come around much anymore.

We are hanging out for the first time since the summer of 2019 as seniors, and it's such a weird feeling being where I was all those years ago when I met the boys, 4th grade to now? We all know eachother better then we could ever imagine, they are my best friends and I'm lucky they accepted me into the group.
But am I happy? I'm not completely sure. "Whore! Pass the goddamn thing" I quickly snapped out of my thoughts when Cartman rang for me to pass the bong. everyone was staring at me Ok ok this isn't awkward "my bad fatass here you go" I quickly passed it to him as he gave me a dirty look , and proceeded to do one of the fattest rips of his life. Man I wish I could do that, my lungs are basically the size of baby oranges when it comes to this type of shit. Kenny gives me a glance "somthin on your mind?" Is it really that obvious? I get I overthink somtimes but it's really been bothering me
"Nah I'm all good just thinkin and enjoying the company with you guys" Kenny smiled at me before taking a rip himself, Cartman mid coughing fit managed to wheeze out "gay" and then chug the water next to him. An Idea hit me "hey guys do you want to play some guitar hero or do some karaoke, csgo?" Their eyes lit up in excitement at the mention of those "HELL YEAH" Cartman shouted at the very mention of csgo "what rank did you get to (y/n)?" Kenny asked "I'm stuck at private level 9" Cartman rolled his eyes "yeah because you suck major balls, I'm Gold Nova 2 yeah I'm just way better then you" he stretched and smirked evilly "I JUST started playing , is that a challenge fat boy?" He looked at me with pride "HEY! I'm not fat and yeah it is bitch , bring it ONN" he looked down at his nails "unless you know, you're scared of being proved wrong , you know I'm better then you" I cracked my nuckles "game ON BITCH" I glared at him with a smirk as Kenny looked between us excitedly "Yay fighting kick his ASS (Y/N)!" Cartman quickly shot Kenny a dead glare "WHAT! KENNY you fucking dick, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE!!" To which kenny replied by whistling and pretending not to know what was going on "fuck you then I'll beat (y/n) watch me"

I ran upstairs as Cartman ran home to his own computer except Kenny who stayed with me.

I give Kenny an extra chair so he can watch me play,
I plugged an adapter into my audio interface so we can both have headphones on, I go into discord and call the group chat with us in it. Kyle was the first to join surprisingly , "hey what's up man" I brought my mic closer to me and Kenny I cracked a smile "oh you no uh, not much just ready to kick Cartman fat ass" as soon as that sentence left my mouth , speak of the devil the fatass joined "HEY! WHAT HAVE I TOLD YOU" me, Kenny and Kyle erupted in a fit of laughter "Kyle what are you doing in here jew?" You could hear Kyle get upset in his tone of voice "knock it off fatass I'm here to watch (y/n) kick your ass"

We turned on our web cams to see eachothers reaction

Cartman started fuming "you know what fuck you guys watch this" he then proceeded to peak mid and immediately die by someone on my team, oh hey look it's Kyle "KHYL THIS IS AGAINST ME AND (Y/N) " you could see the red in his face from how angry Cartman was "pfft calm down Cartman it's top frag + team win"

After a while of the back and forth the 20 minute game soon became the 3 hour game on ranked competitive

*BOMB HAS BEEN PLANTED* echoed in all of our games

"COME ON (Y/N) CLUTCH DO IT (Y/N) YOU CANT LET HIM BOAST ON YOU COME ON"

Kyles words of encouragement were all I needed

I took my most prized possession

0:10 seconds left on the clock this kill was a make or break for my team. Me and Cartman were tied 40 to 40 so it's who ever could outsmart who wins.
I hid behind some crates as he scoped around
And went to defuse right into my trap I aimed and shot but I shot right above his players head FUCK
I shot again at his head and it worked THE VICTORY IS MINE I CANNOT WAIT TO SHOW WVERYOYNE AT SCHOOL HOW BAD HES FREAKING Out... He's not freaking out? HES NOT MAD ? he sighed "gg (y/n) you beat me fair and square" which was a very obvious surprise to me "what you arnt mad?ggs a

ll around yay I won but you seriously don't care? You got beaten by me? ME of ALL PEOPLE?" he rolled his eyes to his camera "(y/n) that's very childish of you to say you beat me you won it's over" I know for a fact he is fucking planning something , he has some sort of blackmail on me. What could it be? OH MY FUCKING GOD IM SO STUPID HOW COULD I BE SO DUMB TO TRUST HIM WITH THAT SECRET?
What am I going to do what am I going to do??? Fuck me fuck fuck FUCKIDY FUCK

"(Y/n)...??? Hey (y/n)??? You there?"

I quickly snapped back into my senses "yeah cool" I fake yawned "this is cool and and all but I gotta go to bed goodnight" I turned to Kenny who looked at me confused "dude you ok? What's wrong it's just a game?" I grabbed his shoulders and shook him agressively "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.....Kenny he KNOWS my secret" Kenny stared back at me blankly "you...DID WHAT? you know how fatass is this is some ultra serious level shit you know he's gonna bite you in the ass about it" I made a whine sound "you don't understand it's just I thought we had a connection at this party and then" I put my hands in my face "he's gonna tell everyone" Kenny put his hand on my back "not if we out play him by his own game what's to say he does? We get him back 10 times worse, beating the dead horse with a rock!" He smiled enthusiastically "that's not even close to how the saying goes but that's a really good fucking idea , lets let it play out for a couple of days to see where he stands maybe he's waiting on us to make the first move"

(NEXT CHAPTER DATE: whenever I get around to writing it, ENJOY THE STORY? what's the secret? Hmm? I know but do you know? Will you ever know? )