𝑴𝑨𝑳𝑭𝑶𝒀 𝑰𝑴𝑨𝑮𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑺

𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑭𝑶𝑹𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑭𝑨𝑳𝑳𝑺 𝑨𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻

he died.

right in front of me.

the battle was almost finished and a death eater killed him.

we were going to run away and live in our bungalow with plants, dogs, and our two kids we wanted.

but two words ruined all of that.

it's been two years and i doubt i will ever move on.

don't get me wrong i've been on multiple dates but they were never him.

4 years of my life spent with him was ruined.

i still cry thinking about him.

friends and family always tried to make me happy but they never helped.

therapy never helped.

i didn't even get to tell him i was pregnant.

with his child.

i was six weeks along.

he's all i have left of him.

i have never felt sadder than i was that day.

i wanted to end it all.

to me, there was no point to life anymore.

but my son, scorpius, made me love life again.

he's the reason i smile, wake up and have motivation to do things.

i don't think i will be ready for the day scorpius asks me about his dad.

i can cry thinking about it.

i will not fail as a mother even though i am missing my partner in crime.

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draco, i will love you forever and will take care of scorpius. watch us from heaven until we get there.

love,
y/n

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ok this is the saddest thing i have ever written.