💕stenry💕

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  Henry stopped it right next to me and before I could even walk towards it he quickly got out of the car and ran over to me, nearly tackling me to the ground in a hug. "I'm so sorry." I wanted to reply but all I can focus on was the warmth I feel from his body pressed against mine. I just smiled and hugged him tighter. "Mmmm" I closed my eyes and planned on just standing there for a minute, hugging Henry but he pulled away and didn't even give me a second to think before he leaned in and kissed me. Damn he must've really missed me cause he is into this kiss. In fact I felt him pull me back towards the car and as I pulled away to catch my breath he turned us around and pressed me against the hood of the car, going in for another kiss. I'm supposed to be sad not turned on. The emotion and feelings from the kiss dissolved every bit of sadness and anxiety I was just feeling. I forgot all about what happened for a few seconds as Henry kissed me like we hadn't seen each other in months. He finally said something, "If it wasn't your first time I would bend you over my hood right now and fuck you raw" fuck!! I wish it weren't my first time. I just took a deep breath and laughed, looking down because making eye contact with him would simply be too embarrassing right now. All I could say was "Oh" Henry leaned in and whispered, "And I wouldn't stop no matter how many cars drive by.." I groaned and gently pushed Henry away from me, "Don't get me turned on if you're not gonna do anything about it." He laughed and started walking back over to the drivers side. "I never said I wouldn't do anything about it.. I'm hungry, and I'm not talking about food." I could feel my face getting hot as I walked over to the passenger side, getting in and putting my seat belt on.

  As soon as I sat down all I could focus on was was what happened earlier. No matter how hard I tried to fight it off I could feel an anxiety attack starting up again. My heart is beating so fast and it's getting harder for me to breathe and hold off my tears. Henry started driving and was saying something about victor and how he's getting a ride from his girlfriend. Not more than a few seconds into it I started crying and trying to catch my breath, to which Henry responded with stopping the car immediately. "Stanley..." He put it in park and I heard him unbuckle his seat belt before getting out of the car and running over to my side. The door opened and I just cried harder, feeling Henry grab my hands as he crouched next to me outside of the car. "Tell me what you're thinking right now.." I gasped for air and tried to calm myself down so I could speak. "I'm just-.. sc-.. I'm scared.. rrr-reallyy scared Henry.. how many people did you say saw the picture?" He sighed and I could feel his thumb tracing circles on my hand. "Well.. there were 13 likes.. I'm not sure how many views.." oh god!! Over 13 people have seen my dick.. I hope no one screenshot ittt. I kept crying, harder and harder until I could barely breath. I was gasping so loudly just trying to get some air. That's when I felt Henry let go of my hands and un buckle me. "Stanley.. you need to calm down a little.. I mean your breathing! You have every right to be upset but I need you to keep breathing.. so just.. take some deep breaths ok? I'll do it with you.." how is Henry being so god damn sweet right noww? I know he's upset about Patrick too. Between sobs I tried talking, "Why-.. a-aren't you up-...upset too?.. I know it's n-not but didn't you th-th-think it was your fault? H-How are you so.. calm.." He sighed and kept holding onto my hands. "Take some deep breaths for me and I'll tell you.." I nodded and tried slowing my breathing down, deep breaths in... and out.. Henry kept rubbing my hands which did help calm me down a lot. "I'm furious.. my blood has been boiling since the moment I saw Patrick's face earlier.. but.. I made a decision.. I also had a realization that me jumping head first into things hasn't worked out much for me in the past.. anyways I made a decision that I need to be a better boyfriend, so I can protect you from douche bags like Patrick. I need to stop focusing on me looking-.. weak.. or.. or stupid because at the end of the day.. you're whats most important to me. I need to focus on doing what's best for you. And right now you need someone who's gonna help you get through all the fear and anxiety you're feeling so I'm gonna do my best to be that for you okay? Is that.. is that okay?" He laughed a little, "please tell me what I'm doing is right because if so this is the first thing I've ever done right and it feels.. weird.. good.. but weird.." Is this really happening? Henry.. Henry bowers wants to be a better person.. because of me. Oh god he really loves me and the first thing I did earlier was accuse him of sabotaging our relationship. I pulled my hands away from his to wipe my tears. "Henry.. you have no clue how happy it makes me to hear you say that.." We both went to grab each other's face at the same time, making us both laugh. It was dark outside but the light from the car let me look into his eyes.. he really is changing isn't he? For the better.. at least I hope he is. "I love you Stanley I just want to make sure you stay safe.." I sniffed and smiled a little. "I love you too.. and I'd.. I'd really love.. love to be protected and taken care of. That sounds amazing Henry." He leaned in and kissed me almost like he was doing it as gently as he could, like I was made of thin glass. "I'm so tired.. I just want to go to Vics and fall asleep holding you.. can we do that? Are you okay now?.." He moved his hand from my face and put it on my chest, is he checking my heart beat?? He sighed again and just rested his head on my lap since he's crouched outside of the car and I'm facing him sitting down. "We can wait another minute.. just relax.." I want to cry from how god damn sweet he's being I would never imagine Henry acting like this.. I mean I always hoped he would change but he's being so genuine I can't believe it's all real. I want him to relax too though so, for him I just closed my eyes and focused on my breathing as I combed my fingers through his hair. Henry has officially.. helped me when I needed him most and I am always gonna be so grateful for that.