💕stenry💕

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   I continued holding onto him tightly. "Henry I'm scared.. of.. what's gonna happen.. do you think Patrick is done trying to ruin our lives?" He sighed and tightened his grip around me. "I wish I could tell you what you want to hear but.. honestly this is probably just the beginning.." I sighed, trying not to cry again. "I have a bad feeling about Beverly too.. Why does she hate me so much? I never understood.. she's just been trying to screw me over since day one.." we were holding each other but Henry's seemed to loosen his grip, sitting up and moving away from me a bit. I sat up and looked at him.. "Maybe... it'd be better-.. if we broke up.. like-.. Stanley please don't get upset just listen to me.. Patrick won't stop until he pits us against each other and we break up.. what if we do it before he can do any more damage?.. I don't want to-.. god that's the last thing I want to do.. I just want to keep you safe.." I scoffed and got off the bed, standing up and turning so my back was facing Henry. "How dare you! You-.. we-.. earlier.. I know it probably wasn't that big of a deal to you but-.. but.. it was to me ok? I-... you know how much I hate myself.. you know how hard it was for me to finally.. do that.. to let you do that.. I wouldn't have just let anyone fuck me! It needs to be someone I really really trust.. and care about.. and love!" I finally turned to him, my eyes blurred with tears. "You are a piece of shit for even suggesting that! I'm so-... so pissed!" Henry tried standing up but I pushed him away, making him fall back onto the bed. "Stanley.." I finally let myself cry, Henry was sitting in front of me. I smacked his chest, not very hard but I definitely wasn't trying to be gentle. "Don't say anything else! Nothing ok? Shut up! I don't want to hear it. We're not breaking up.. I'm not letting you do that." He just sighed and looked down. "I know.. I wouldn't have actually been able to go through with it anyways... I'm sorry I upset you baby I hate seeing you cry.." I covered my face and cried harder. "You're mean.." I couldn't see him but I heard him get up and felt him wrap his arms around me, it only made me cry harder. "I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry.. and just so you know.. it was-.. a huge deal to me.. you saw how excited I was earlier.. I was in disbelief when you said you wanted me to fuck you.. I know how important it is to you.. that made it important to me.." I tried calming myself down, "Can we just lay back down and.. cuddle.. for a while.. please? I just want to be next to you.. the thought of losing you really.. hurt my feelings I just want you to comfort me please.."

  Henry let go, letting me get in bed first. "I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.. it hurt me just saying those words out loud." I curled up under the blanket and closed my eyes when I felt Henry lay down next to me and wrap his arms around me, pulling me close to him. "It's ok Henry.. I know.. I know you just want to keep me safe.. but I'd rather be with you and have to deal with Patrick than to lose you and go back to a normal life... this is my life now.. I'm ok with it.." I had my back facing him so I just stared at the wall in front of me.. thinking about what the hell we're gonna do about Patrick. "So you think.. the only way Patrick is gonna stop is if we breakup?.." Henry sighed and nuzzled his head into my neck. "Mhm.. but we don't need to talk about that right now.." I grinned, getting an idea.. an amazing idea.  "Henry..." He kissed my neck and kept holding me close to him. "Yeah?" I laughed a little just thinking about it. "What if.. we pretend to breakup.." He took a deep breath and pulled away from me, sitting up to look at me. "Huh?" I laughed and sat up as well. "What if.. we pretended to breakup? We convince everyone we aren't dating but-.. but we still are.. even our close friends! Eddie.. Richie.. Vic-.. belch.. they have to believe it too.. no one can know we're actually still together.. then Patrick will back off!" Henry seemed lost. "But-.. how? How do we do that.." I stood up and grabbed my weed stuff, bringing it back to the bed. "Roll us a blunt and I'll tell you the master plan!!" He laughed and grabbed the weed and blunt wraps. I handed him a canvas to use as a tray. "Well.. first we need a good reason to fake breakup.." Henry started grinding up the weed while he looked at me.