–flashback–
sunghoon get up from the sofa and walk to jake.
even though he can't walk straight,
he have determined to confess to jake,
he want to be a brave and a true man!
so, confessing to his crush is the only one best way to become like that.
" hey, jake. you have time? i wanna speak to you. " he says bravely.
" ah, yes. " jake say, finishing his glass of champagne.
–time.skip–
they were both at jay's verandah.
it was romantic as sunghoon think.
" i like you...like a lot, jake! " sunghoon confess, looking at jake with pleading eyes.
" i–can't, sunghoon. "
sunghoon eyes got teary.
this is not he wants.
he wants jake's love.
he craved for it.
but all he gets is a brokenheart.
" if you don't like me... can you fullfil my dream? " sunghoon says with crack voice.
he try hard not to cry in front of jake.
he keep repeating the word, ' strong man doesn't cry ' inside his head.
" maybe? "
" be my boyfriend, just for one day, please? " he begs desperately.
his heart is hurting like shit.
an unbearable pain inside his heart.
" i'm so sorry for rejecting you. i know you like me, i caught you staring at me sometimes. but i think, there's no wrong dating with you just for one day right? " jake smile warmly.
at least, there's a little bit hope for sunghoon.
" thank you, jake. " sunghoon say.
" y–you can go now... "
jake bid a goodbye and walk away like nothing happened.
sunghoon broke down.
sobbing, crying,
who doesn't sad if it happen to yourself?
it's sad because it just hurt.
no words to describe his feeling right now.
he wishes that he can reverse the time.
to the beginning of this story.
if he put his head on the luring circle, he'll never felt this heartbroken.
he will just feel cold and lonely,
that he familiar with.
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forever? | sunghoon
Fanfiction-unrequired love is real- warning⚠️ : - contains suicidal thoughts - swearing - boyxboy - (maybe a little bit traumatizing) - just a little sad :) don't worry - may cause heart pain inside haha that's it. this is my first complete book! don't forg...
