Thoughts

Heavy dream/goal

I can't hold you anymore
You are taking my breathe away
You are not as shiny anymore
Not as beautiful anymore
Or maybe you are too beautiful for me to possess.
I barely can take my breathe around you
I no longer feel the spark around you
I want to let go
I want to let go so bad
Its a scary feeling of freedom
Do I deserve that freedom
Am I too selfish to let you go
After all that time and all those tears
I have to choose me now and choose happiness too
Selfishness is needed when all I do is selflessness
I deserve happiness too
My soul is a precious gift that needs care too
Is it goodbye forever now?
Will I regret our goodbye!