"what?! skye... i do dress up... sweatpants aren't lazy, are they? hannah pouted.
"uh, they are, hannah, let's just get to class..." i said.
"i'll see you later, girls. bye!" leo waved "bye" to us.
"bye!!" we said together.
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"skye? do you think we will have classes together?" hannah asked me.
"yeah, maybe. i hope so, but even if i don't have you. i will have francis...
"what about me?" francis sat at our table.
"nothing. i didn't know you were gonna make it. you're always late... i said.
"i'm not always late... francis said.
"ok, let's see your reports from last year. you will have countless tardies. hannah said.
"whatever...
(the bell rang)
"get to class, francis" i said.
"i will, skye! he winked at me.
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i was so busy with writing and reading that i forgot to pee.. now i really need to go...
"mr. keller, can i use the bathroom?" i asked.
"sure." he said.
i was on my way to the bathroom when i saw a girl struggling with her locker...
i was gonna help her until a guy came up behind her, touching her ass...
"hey! it's okay! i am gonna help you with your locker." the boy said.
"oh ok, thank you, i guess... the girl said.
"done! since i helped you, i need something back." he went closer to her face.
"uhm, i have a boyfriend. she said, trying to move away..
"i don't care, baby. give me what i want... he pushed her against the locker.
then he did things i don't want to remember.
i guess he saw me looking so i ran to the bathroom.
i heard footsteps following me...
but i didn't read if the bathroom said "woman" so i basically went inside the men's bathroom.
"yo! what are you doing in here?" some boy said.
"uhm, look, i-i-
"nah, it's whatever. i could care less. i was just asking... he said before leaving.
i was just standing near a mirror.
then that guy came inside...
he looked sweaty and anxious.
"hey, baby... why were you running? you want that too? he said.
"uhm, i-i need to go so can you move out of my way? i said, trying to leave.
he grabbed my butt and brang my neck closer to his lips.
"stop! let go of me!" i screamed.
a boy came out of the stall...
"hey! help me! please! i screamed.
he didn't hear me. he wasn't looking either.
"shut up... that boy said.
he pushed me into a stall and took my clothes off...
it was disgusting, horrible. on the first day of school too...
i heard the door shut which meant that the boy left.
"you're pretty..." he said to me.
i was crying so hard...
"w-why?" i said.
"why what? he said.
"why'd you do this to me? i held my legs, blood was dripping down from them.
"no exact reason besides you're pretty. he smirked and landed a kiss on my lips.
"here's my number... if you want me...
"I DON'T WANT YOU! SCREW YOU! i yelled, letting tears fall down my face.
[slap]
"ow... i held my cheek.
"keep your fucking voice down, bitch! i won't leave you alone until you fucking behave! who do you think you are to talk to me like that? behave, slut! understand?" he whisper-yelled at me while holding my neck... kinda choking me.
"i understand... i said before he headed off.
i cried and wiped myself.
i was a mess, everything was messy and i was messy.
i cried more and more...
how will i get back to class after what just happened to me?
how will i act around my friends?
how will i deal with him and more days with him?
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