𝕭𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝙆𝖑𝖊𝖕𝖙𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖆𝖈

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 𝟿: ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴍᴏᴜʀɴɪɴɢ

"WHERE ARE YOU CLEM!"

"Umalis ka nga dito!"

"Shoo! Paano ka ba nakapasok ha?!"

"May lahi atang magnanakaw yan eh"

"Selene, akyat-bahay lang. Mukha siyang mayaman kaya malabong maging kawatan yan"

Upon opening my eyes, I could feel lethargy overtaking me.

I'm still digesting the words that I've heard outside and prefer to enjoy how my bed becomes fluffy and award-winning when it comes at night. It's pressure-relieving because of it's breathable foams and mattress with its 10 zones. Oh, God knows it's everything I need the most for best sleep.

"Ugh my lil' cloud" I moan as I cuddle the cozy pillow.

"There you are" I heard a mundane tone, albeit the door slammed.

Barnacles! Sinong nag bukas ng pinto?

I feel an upsurge of hysterical fact. Kinakabahan ako kung sino man iyon.

"Master, sorry di namin napigilan"

"Ang kulit eh"

"Bakit ka ganyan? Iniwan mo ako ng walang paalam tapos babalik ka para patayin ako?! Grrr! YOU EVEN KILL ME. AND I EVEN KILL YOU!" bulyaw niya sa akin na nagpatayo sa mga balahibo ko.

Sinenyasan ko ang twins na umalis na muna. At kahit na bakas sa mukha nila ang pag aalala, they just listen and bow their goodbye. Afterwards,  I face this noisy fool.

I mustn't feel any angst towards this guy but look at me now. The strong tremor coincide wert hand even though it's not allowed.

I close my eyes and start a deep inhalation. Pinilit kong pakalmahin ang sarili bago siya kausapin. 

"What is it, Warc?" I grill with a monotonous tone. I feel mirthful in managing to cover up my zeal for having cold feet.

"Crack that stupid catechism!" He spilled through gritted teeth and made me quite speechless.

Maybe I gotta stared at him in a feverish dazed manner for a moment. It's hopeless. Everything.

"Let's go home" he changed his tone and began to beg me.

"Home" I echo the useless word and plastered a feign laugh.

For me it only seems like a master key that pierces an old wound to continue it's bleeding. It's an error, rampant from the start despite the probe promises.

I raised my chin and frowned. Had he been insane to settle this?

"Clem? Seriously?ARE YOU EXACTLY MIFFING ME LIKE CRAZY?!" He exploded again, barking in aggressive way and pulled me out of my own bed.

"Anong kabaliwan na naman ba ang ginagawa mo? Bitawan mo nga ako!" I emphatically command him but he just dragged me out. Is he trying to intrude me now?

"Hey stop!"

"STOP WHAT?!" At siya pa ngayon ang galit? WOW! Just wow hah!

"Stop acting like you're really feel pain." Yon lang ang nasabi ko dahil hindi ko alam ang tamang salita na dapat sabihin.

"I'm not acting here! Do you no longer care about our relationship? Do you no longer care about your family? Do you no longer care about everything?"

"I have lost my care in everything, since I lost everything! I thought you know it!" Nag iwas ako ng tingin. Inuuubos niya talaga ang pasensya ko.

"Wala namang nawala sayo! Nabulag ka lang sa galit mo---"

"Hindi galit ang nararamdaman ko!"

"Then what?! Spill it! Hindi iyong nanghuhula ako ng nararamdaman mo."

I hold back. It's bootless.

"I'm blinded by the tears of the rough and thorny situations! I didn't even break out in a sweat because before I could survive I had run out of blood! I'm wreck that time and you know how to wreck me more. Sinamantala mo masyado ang pagkakataon." I calmly said and paint a bitter smile in my lips. Masakit parin pala, haha.

"Can you elaborate? Trust me be---"

"Trusting you is a hell in disguise!" I exclaimed as much as I could.

"Clem--"

"And stop begging me for all the shits you've done!" I yell at him again. I can no longer hide the pain I feel.

He did not speak so I just continued...

"Everything about you and me is abusive from the very beginning"

"HININTAY KITA---"

"BULLSPIT!!"

"Just! Stop and talk formally!"

... So I do. I stop. I listened to him. Do I ?

"How dare you to left me?" He breaks the silence again.

"AND HOW THERE YOU TO BE WITH ME HUH?!" Memang sagot ko. Naaasar na ako. At hindi ako papayag na ako lang yung maasar dito.

"Because you fool me!"

"AND IT'S YOUR FAULT" I quickly said.

"OH MY GIRL IS SUCH A BITCH!"

"I KNOW, TRUST ME, I KNOW IT" tawa ko

"Shut Up My Clementine!"

"Shut your ass! I'm not your girl anymore. Don't act like you owe me. You're just nothing. NOTHING MORE! MORE ON LESS! 'Wag mong ipagsiksikan ang sarili mo sa akin. You'll never fit in." Matigas kong sabi.

"Fruck! Mine never fit anymore? Bakit may iba nabang nagpaluwag sayo?" Lumaki ang mata ko dahil sa sinabi niya.

"DAGNABBIT!"

"Oh I thought you know your a Bitch. Claim it!"

I slapped him so hard.

"YES I'M BECAME A BITCH BUT I'M NOT A TOTALLY BITCH. NAGING GANON LANG AKO, KASE MALANDI LANG ANG PAPATOL SAYO!"

"Dapat bang magpasalamat ako? Kasi pumatol ka sakin? Oh dapat magpasalamat lang ako kasi hindi ka naman talaga ganoon?"

Ang kapal ng mukha niyang sabihin iyon sa akin. Hindi ako makapaniwala! Thank you? Dapat nga nakaluhod siya at nagsosorry sa akin eh!

"Kasalanan mo 'to" sabi niya habang papalapit sa akin.

"Stop blaming me"

"Hindi! kasalanan mo 'to"

This is nonsense

I know he's going to kiss me. It's a cliche situation so I make the move first. I get the baseball bat on my side and planned to hit him hard, but before that time happens he collapsed in a buzz.

"Thus?" I indicative a mere innuendo. I did not bargained to witness that scene. "What are you doing here?"

"May be I'm here to save you, Your Highness?" My mouth dropped it's translucent quality...

This morning is giving me a death blow.