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Wassup.
Today's update may be a little sad. But i don't know what to do anymore.
Everyone thinks that I'm this happy go lucky girl. And that's what I portrayed myself to be. But I'm so fed up with everybody's shit!
My friends think they can just hurt me and everything will be the same.
WRONG
Sometimes I feel like I could slap the people I call my friends. Sure I've hurt some people in the past, but that's why I act so happy and am always smiling. My friends always ask me how am I always happy and I always don't have answer.
Maybe I have to change myself in order to not get hurt. But I probably made a mistake portraying myself as that happy girl when clearly I'm not.
For the past days I haven't felt the same, maybe because I'm all worn out. I've seen so many people in my life act like their okay when their not. And what's worse is that I'm acting just like them.
I'm not gonna go all suicidal. But it feels so good to get that out.
Thanks for reading
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My Life (basically)
RandomHello readers you will now find out unusual life experiences that have happened to me. I'm not saying my life is like a cool kids book but it's pretty darn great, hope you enjoy. :p
