it's not over .

part 5

Y/n pov
I saw warm lights through my eyes shut , I started trying to open my eyes but it was covered with dirt and I was to cold to move my hands . I felt him kick the door open and he walked in , he lauded me down in a bed , I heard him running somewhere and he came back and i felt him gently wiping my eyes . I opened my eyes and there he was , jk . He was covered with dirt as well , really wet , his clothes were dripping , his hair was messy and wet . he avoided eye contact with me . he walked towards this closet and pulled out a hoodie and some sweats and a towel , he walked towards me 'here go change' he said , still avoiding eye contact , I nodded and walked to the bathroom , I changed and dried my hair . It felt strange being alone with him after years . I came out and there he was. He had changed his clothes as well and he was making coffee . 'what can I do to help' I said , he turned around 'oh uh it's okay go sit' I sat on the bed and watched his every move . He came towards me with two coffees and handed me one 'thank you' I said , he nodded and sat next to me . 'I was told that it's not safe to go outside in these conditions . Everyone in the party is staying at the hall due to the weather , it's safer here for now' he said nervously 'thank you kookie' I said , he stopped drinking his coffee and froze . I looked down awkwardly . 'Don't call me like that , good night .' He stood up and went to the couch . My stomach ached when he said that . it's like I did something to hurt him when  i was forced to leave , I felt sick . I waited for him to fall asleep , he fell asleep and I sneaked out . I walked back to the hall and my father saw me 'oh my I was so worried' 'sorry father I kinda got stuck out there but I want to go home' he nodded and walked towards the car . I didn't even want to think about jk , that wasn't the jk I knew .
Jks pov
I woke up to cold wind coming in my legs , I stood up and saw that y/n wasn't in bed , 'y/n where are you' I said but she was no where to be found . I noticed that the door was unlocked , she probably left after what I said . Her fathers words keep repeating in my head , which is why I said what I said , I took out my anger out on her instead which I shouldn't have , I felt so stupid . I felt sick for saying what I said . I just didn't know how to act after years of being away from her .
2 months later
We've been working with y/n's father on a project but she never came with him , I haven't seen her since I said what I said to her . the look on her face still breaks my heart : I have to much pride to reach out to her , why is it hard now to stay away from her when I literally was away from her for years . But now knowing where she is making me anxious . 'Let's go jk , the president is waiting for us at the conference room' jimin said as he pulled my arm to follow him. I followed him and they were talking when the president said 'can one of you take my daughter back home tonight from her university' he asked and without hesitation I said 'me sir I'll do it' I said stand up . v pulled me down to sit down again 'sorry , I'll do it sir' I said more calmly . he looked at me and nodded 'thank you Jk' he said and I nodded . I needed to apologize to her .