Can Love Happen Twice?

PAIN

Jungkook was crying badly, along with Tae. He kept his hand on his mouth to stop his sobs as Tae started pulling his own hair in frustration. He hurriedly went to him, kneeled down in front of him and held his hands to stop him from pulling his hair.

"Tae...no no please no..please no"

"Leave my hand."

"Never...please calm down...clam down please"

Jungkook cupped his face and Tae shook his head.

"Its hurting, here"  pointed at his heart "Its hurting..Its hurting so bad Bran. ITS STILL HURTING!"

Tae grabbed Jungkook's collar and Jungkook just looked at him helplessly with red eyes.

"Its been 2 years but you are still not out of my fucking mind DAMN IT!"   he pushed Jungkook hard, causing him to almost fall on floor but Jungkook stabalised himself. Tae stood up and again grabbed his collar to pull him up and Jungkook had no strength to protest. He just let Tae did what he wanted to, helplessly.

"Since two years your memories are haunting me WHY? You've gone then why don't these memories go? It hurts the same. It hurts the same like it did on that rainy night when you left me all alone FOR HER! OUR 3 YEARS RELATIONSHIP WHICH I BUILT WITH SO MANY DREAMS AND EFFORTS...you.. you broke it in 3 minutes."

Tae sobbed and closed his eyes, causing more tears to fall from his eyes.

Jungkook could see his trembling lips, his messy hair, his badly trembling body.

It was hard to describe Jungkook's condition right now. He needed condolsense  but he also needed to give Tae a supportive shoulder. He knew it is not the end. There was much more to come because it was the frustration, anger, angst that Tae had buried in his heart till now. The emotion which he never allowed to come out of his heart in last 2 years.

Today Tae's tears were flowing. Call it the effect of alcohol that the tears which he barely allowed to fall from his eyes in these past 2 years, were now flowing uncontrollably.

Today Tae was Tae, the person who got cheated by his first love not that cold doctor Kim Taehyung. Jungkook wanted these emotions, these tears to come out but he never imagined that it will be that painful to watch Tae crying.

He sobbed with Tae and then pulled him to his chest by holding his nape.

Tae cried in his chest, cried like a baby. He was not even trying to keep his sobs lower and it was like a knife stabbed in Jungkook's heart each time when Tae sobbed.

He was in pain himself. He was hurt too but look what love madr him do. His first priority at this time was Tae. How can love provide such strength that he ignored his own pain and hurt but he couldn't see tears in the eyes of his pretty doctor? How he made efforts to take away his every misery because in the end, he knew that Tae's smile is the only thing that soothes his soul.

"I...I loved you Bran. I loved you so much but you didn't. You didn't love me even a bit.  You know when I still think about it, I feel like dying. There were many times I felt that death was more easier than to live. I waited for you, waited for you to come to me, to hold my hand and take away all the pain but I got more hurt. I kept mumbling your name but you didn't come. You didn't show up so why did you come now? Why you again came in front of my eyes when I was finally trying to forget you?"

"T...Tae I am not Bran. I am Ju...Jungkook. Do you not remember me hmm? Look at me...look at me once please."  He made Tae look up at him and carassed his cheek.  "I am Jungkook. Please try to remember...please."

"No...you are Bran. The face which i hate and love at the same time."

Tae said and Jungkook became silent. How could he make Tae realise that he was not Bran? He was feeling helpless, total helpless.