So, Directioners...it's official.
Zayn Malik, my heart and soul, has officially left One Direction.
Why...why do I feel like a part of me is gone?
Probably because it is!
I am literally crying as we speak right now as I had just seen it on the news and it shocked (and saddened) me because I thought it was just rumours, but no. He's officially left.
My mum told me not to worry and it will be okay, but she doesn't understand. Since he was my favourite, it literally broke my heart that he's left. But it's his choice. So, yeah.
I know a lot of you probably won't care that he's left, and that's fine. But for those of you who think I'm stupid for crying over the loss of a boyband member, kindly piss off. Because you don't understand and you will not understand.
I just...I just feel like a big hunk of my heart has been ripped out. And I only officially joined the fandom in 2014, so now I feel even more like shit.
No more amazing high notes, no more 'vas happenin', and no more on fleek hair.
'Cause it's the end of an era. :(
